Hate Family

[Ethan1369]

My family is always fighting and never gets along and I feel as if I am not appreciated and my parents are always complaining about me and my siblings and how we are a disappointment and they are ashamed of us. Today my dad yet again threw me up against a wall and held me by my shirt and yelled about how he wants to beat the crap out of me. I have been thinking about suicide and such for a few months now just to get away from it all but I don't know what to do... PLEASE HELP!!!:(

[PerpetualMotionSquad]

You should definitely phone a child-line number for your country. If he's beating you, then you NEED to tell someone.

[AbbaZabba]

You definitely to find some type of counseling be it school, phone, etc. I have no advice at all to give, other then seek help if it's abusive and at my age, I am definitely not the one to give advice on that. Hope the best for you.

[anyone50]

If what your saying is true you need to confide in an adult you trust like a teacher or counselor at your school especially if your contemplating a permanent souloution to a temporary proplem. Here in the U.S. most states have some kind of requirement to notify child services if they belive a Juvenile is being abused by a parent or guardian and this also applies to Doctors and nurses. Just a few months ago where I live a small boy was killed by his stepfather and while his teacher did notify CPS when she noticed bruises on him it was too late he was dead whin 24 hours of the teacher reporting the incident so my advise is don't wait too long to tell someone.

[crepesuzette]

always talk to your friends about your problems. i don't care if you're a guy. once you start discussing your problems, you'll feel lots better.

[SamanthaMaciel]

its not as easy to talk to someone lije a counselor about this.... my family is the same... there is never a day that we all get along.... my stepdad doesnt lije my brother for sure because he tells him that he is the reason why my parents argue... my stepdad doesnt lije me because I dont give him money... its hard to find work where I live.... he doesnt get it.... my family gets so bad I do sometimes think about suicide just to make evryone else stop... but I dont...... but what has kept me sane was I write in a journal about everything! it helps for me and when I finish writing I hide my journal underneath the floor in my room ....

[Ethan1369]

always talk to your friends about your problems. i don't care if you're a guy. once you start discussing your problems, you'll feel lots better.

Thanks so much... I talked to a friend who I really trust and I have been feeling better. There hasn't been an issue lately with my family but it is probably because my cousin got married yesterday so my parents have been focusing on that but thanks again. :)