LoveMe_HateMe
March 4th, 2013, 07:48 PM
.... Sorry for all the threads I've been starting tonight, I'm just in a dark place and I can't see 'the light at the end of the tunnel'. I'm going so far off the track I'm not sure I even know who I am any more. Everything from the past is coming back up, everything that I've tried to forget. Everything. Including all of my old insecurities, my lack of sleep, my major lack of self confidence - that's getting so bad that I don't even want to leave the house, when I do I'm paranoid that everyone is talking about me.
I've quit college. I couldn't cope with it anymore - its bad enough feeling alone and isolated in your head let alone feeling like that at college. I couldn't/can't do it anymore, plus I'm not motivated to anything let alone college work.
I need help. I need someone to talk to, someone who isn't my mum or my girlfriend, someone I can trust to always be there and not turn their back if I push them away, I know it's a lot to ask, but a girl can hope, right?
I'm not even sure what the point of my posts are tonight. Again, I'm sorry, I think I just need someone to see them, to help me try and get my head on straight rather than writing it all down in my diary.
Sorry for wasting your time if you've managed to read this far...
I've quit college. I couldn't cope with it anymore - its bad enough feeling alone and isolated in your head let alone feeling like that at college. I couldn't/can't do it anymore, plus I'm not motivated to anything let alone college work.
I need help. I need someone to talk to, someone who isn't my mum or my girlfriend, someone I can trust to always be there and not turn their back if I push them away, I know it's a lot to ask, but a girl can hope, right?
I'm not even sure what the point of my posts are tonight. Again, I'm sorry, I think I just need someone to see them, to help me try and get my head on straight rather than writing it all down in my diary.
Sorry for wasting your time if you've managed to read this far...