LoveMe_HateMe
March 4th, 2013, 07:41 PM
I think I'm developing an ED. From tomorrow, I'm weighing myself everyday and writing down how much more I need to lose until I hit my 'ideal weight for my height'. I'm not going to stop at anything to achieve my goal, I don't care how I'm going to do it, I just know that I won't be eating half as much as I am now and I won't be eating any chocolate, sweets or bread, and I won't be eating after 4 o'clock.
I just don't know how I'm going to hide it from the people around me. They wont question the fact that I'll be losing weight but I don't know how to get around skipping meals without them getting suspicious. I guess I'll have to figure it out...
I know this isn't the best way. I know that but I need to lose weight and I finally have 100% determination to do it and I've tried diets but none of them work for me. This is my last resort. My last option. I have to do this...
I just know that I probably shouldn't...I just cant see any other way of me being able to do it...
And it'll save me money...
I'm so lost at the moment. I don't know where I'm going.
I just don't know how I'm going to hide it from the people around me. They wont question the fact that I'll be losing weight but I don't know how to get around skipping meals without them getting suspicious. I guess I'll have to figure it out...
I know this isn't the best way. I know that but I need to lose weight and I finally have 100% determination to do it and I've tried diets but none of them work for me. This is my last resort. My last option. I have to do this...
I just know that I probably shouldn't...I just cant see any other way of me being able to do it...
And it'll save me money...
I'm so lost at the moment. I don't know where I'm going.