Nostalgic
March 3rd, 2013, 10:57 PM
Well last night i just could'nt take it anymore. my erges were to strong. i've gotten so down and i cut last night. i said to myself "well only one" and that one turned into 7 i think. Each time i did it i was like well that one wasn't good enough or deep enough, or "i couldnt feel that well" so that sucks. but hey 130 days that's kind of impressive? maybe i have a chance of stopping one day. I just don't know what to do with myself. being alone is so bad for me. all i can think of is suicide or cutting and i'm scared of my own thoughts... Anyway, maybe ill try to stop again next week. okay well thanks for reading.