So tempted to relapse

[Shadow]

I don't know what to do... The pain is just so much that it has almost pushed me to the point of relapse. I'm just so tempted to pick up that blade and slice my skin. I don't know what to do anymore.

[xarvon1412]

Don't cut. That's what you do, you don't cut. It will solve nothing. I know that right now you're probably feeling down and like there's nothing that you can do to feel better, but cutting won't make you feel better either. Sure for a second it will, but that's another cut that you have to look at and live with for the rest of your life. Just fight, and if you need someone to talk to, then come and post on my wall. I'll gladly talk to you :)

[Shadow]

I'm sad to say that I have relapsed after 250 days and I have just lost a friend over this. She thinks I'm lying and just seeking attention, this is just making me want to cut more and more, but I won't let this hurt me anymore. I will not cut over her and I will be healed once more.