im alone

[RileyMarendona]

im 13 yrs old and i dont have any friends. people pick on me and call me names because of the way i look and who my family is. my family is never together and when they are, they are fighting. so, i lock myself i my room and retreat into my own world, its a place where everything is different and better and people love eachother just because. but when i wake up nothing has changed and im still alone. sometimes i wonder if i was to run away, how long it would take for them to know that i was gone. or, if they would even care. i feel like im a shadow in my own life. i walk the hall at school and dont know why im there. i love learning but whats the point. the other kids have their clicks and once the bell rings, the teachers are not payed to care. and at the end of the day i go home and sit on my bed, in my room, alone.


tears/hurt/andheartbreak let me know that im alive

[crepesuzette]

are you an only child? That's exactly how i feel sometimes.

[dontfiguremeout]

This thread has already been made, no need to double post threads. :locked: