Being lonley does it effect you?

[Nostalgic]

Lately i've fallen into another depression and i have a history of self harm and such since a young age. lately i have been having a lot of terrible thoughts again. thoughts of suicide or cutting, i have been clean of cutting for 130 days ish i don't know the exact date so. anyway my point i'd like to bring it up is that i feel like these thoughts have much more impact if i am not talking to people. i am very uncomfortable with being alone to my thoughts. which is why i'm posting i guess.

Thanks for reading

[xarvon1412]

You don't need to fall back into the hell that is cutting. You're finally free from it, so why go back now? You've been clean for over one hundred days, that's something to be proud of. That's definitely a lot more than I can say I've gone clean. The most days that I've gone clean has been a week, then I made a lot more. You're feeling alone, but if you need someone to talk to or somebody to help I'll be here for you :) Just post on my wall if you ever need anything at all and I'll be happy to help.