I can't take this anymore...

[Jman437]

My life sucks right now. The only good thing I have is my parents! I don't have any friends, my grades are shit, my anxiety issue seems to get worse and worse and worse, I don't see an end to this torture. I just want to kill myself. People say suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, I say it's a perfectly good way of ending all the pain and all the regrets, because some problems just can't be solved. I don't know if I can take this shit anymore...

[Texas warrior]

If not for your self, don't do it for you parents. I will kill them to see you do that to yourself. Get help man tell them what your thinking, hopefully they can get you therapy.

[Jman437]

If not for your self, don't do it for you parents. I will kill them to see you do that to yourself. Get help man tell them what your thinking, hopefully they can get you therapy.

I do that everytime I have this attacks, and my parents are searching for a neurologist for me, it's just that nothing ever seems to solve the problem, you know... I feel completely helpless and powerless...

[Texas warrior]

You must have strength. You can beat it you just need time. Just do the things that you like doing. Heck if school is causing problems drop out, it is better than killing your self.

[Jman437]

You must have strength. You can beat it you just need time. Just do the things that you like doing. Heck if school is causing problems drop out, it is better than killing your self.

So, that's it? Drop out of school? If I did that I would have another reason to kill me, because I don't know what to do with my life If I drop out. I would be a derelict most likely.

[MrMundane]

No don't drop out, too much free time is much worse, trust me i know.

[Jman437]

No don't drop out, too much free time is much worse, trust me i know.

I won't drop out, but if things don't go according to my plan, I swear I'm going to snap. Fuck, I know that, sometimes, stuff just don't go as well as I would like, but damn, things NEVER, and I mean, NEVER go as I expect: I planned to get to college after high school graduation, but my grades aren't getting any better, I plan to get a girlfriend but my anxiety attacks and the fact that no one finds me attractive blocks me from getting one... The only reason I didn't kill myself it's because I only want to see the shit I'll become, because someday I will end my miserable fucking life...

[MrMundane]

Tell you the truth, I'm pretty similar, I'm just going until I can't take it anymore. I've snapped a few times but tried to limit the damage.

[Shadow]

Hang in there friend, stay strong. I'm here for you if you need me.

[rocketsheep]

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