What do I do now...?

[bigfoot]

I think I've finally lost my mind. I really do. I got home as happy as I've ever been and it just happened. Every thing started spinning and I cried. I laid down and cried like a baby. I think I started seeing things and everything is blurry in my memory. I just don't fucking understand. Everything seems so unreal. What the fuck is wrong with me? I mean I appreciate any help...

[Gwen]

You should see a professional about this as it seems quite serious, usually I'd be able to give some advice but this could be better handled by a consular or someone who works with these sort of problems.