WalkingOnDisaster
February 23rd, 2013, 04:48 PM
Deticated to my older sister whos been sexually abusing me since I was 4. And yes. It's my sister that I mean. Not brother.
I scream silently
My blood boils dangerously
My prayers are unheard
Oh god help me, I'm so scared!
A tear falls down my cheek
As she reaches her peak
I try to get away
But no, I'm forced to stay
A little sister I get to see
'wait and see, you're just like me'
My sister says
My mind stays
In that moment
Forever on
I become so strong
a little girl with a mind of steel
A heart of iron, cannot feel
She attacks, and I scream
No one hears,at least it seems
My heart bleeds once more
As I am called a worthless whore
I am not like you,
The care I have is true
You wanted to feel strong,
Well, my sister, you are wrong
I cannot get back the past
The scars are here to last
But one thing to say,
I am not like you
No matter what you say.
I scream silently
My blood boils dangerously
My prayers are unheard
Oh god help me, I'm so scared!
A tear falls down my cheek
As she reaches her peak
I try to get away
But no, I'm forced to stay
A little sister I get to see
'wait and see, you're just like me'
My sister says
My mind stays
In that moment
Forever on
I become so strong
a little girl with a mind of steel
A heart of iron, cannot feel
She attacks, and I scream
No one hears,at least it seems
My heart bleeds once more
As I am called a worthless whore
I am not like you,
The care I have is true
You wanted to feel strong,
Well, my sister, you are wrong
I cannot get back the past
The scars are here to last
But one thing to say,
I am not like you
No matter what you say.