puking my guts out

[dying lullaby]

ive become addicted to throwing up what ever i eat...no matter what it is i have to get it out of me fast or somethign horrible will happen...adding taht ontop of all my other problems isnt really great...idk why i am telling you all this...i just felt like sharing.
ok im done

[dying lullaby]

its gotten so bad that if there is ANYTHING in my stomach at all i have to throw up...even water...atleast im loosing weight and fast

[-Silence]

i have to get it out of me fast or somethign horrible will happen

What do you think is going to happen?

:hug:

[dying lullaby]

i will get fat, or i will hate myself even more...stuff like that

[*-tick tock-*]

barfing CAN mess up lots of other things besides getting "fat".

i beleive i saw ur pic (while back)and i dont think ur fat (honestly)
i hear something like barfing ur food out after you eat could make u gain weight? soemthing like that. plus throwing up isnt a great feeling. i threw up earlier and it was so horrible.

just after u eat try and calm down and not think about binging (word..?)