Lust For Life
February 19th, 2013, 08:01 PM
Hello. I wanted to try something new so I’m now on Virtual Teen because I want to find someone like me. I’ve been struggling with myself lately, being a teenager and all. And I’d like to try to explain myself totally and completely.
I’m 15. I’m a male. I want to write when I get older but I’m well aware that may not work out. I’ve got two sisters, neither of which I’m very close with. I have divorced parents, divorced when I was young. I have a very high IQ and I already apologize for mentioning that, because arrogance is something I want to improve on ever since someone told me I was cocky when I was 12.
I’m a curiosity driven person. That which I do not understand bothers me. I hate not knowing. One thing that confuses me is trust. I don’t trust easily (Sorry for sounding like a typical teenager, But I just don’t) Because I had a series of bad relationships with someone I didn’t trust. I think it’s odd to put confidence in something that isn’t a sure thing. Humans make mistakes. I understand it and I understand a lack of trust. Perhaps I’ll be a politician.
I’ve been called ‘Perveted’ simply because I think sex is an intriguing and fun subject. Who can’t relate to sex? Everyone has a body that forces them to want sex, because it’s human nature. I truly think it’s a great way to get to know someone by talking about sex. Yes, I have many conversations about it and often find myself manipulating a conversation to be oriented towards sex. I don’t see this as a problem.
I want, more than anything, to meet someone who is like me. I feel like meeting someone who feels the same or sees the world in the same way would complete me, and perhaps help me understand myself better. If there is anyone out there whose heart drops realizing that you’re not alone, please talk to me. I’ve always wanted to escape solitude, though it is comforting in the same way.
Thank you for dealing with my ranting. I feel like if I lay it all on the table, I will get results. If I don’t, it was nice meeting all of you. This is a wonderful website from what I’ve read.
I’m 15. I’m a male. I want to write when I get older but I’m well aware that may not work out. I’ve got two sisters, neither of which I’m very close with. I have divorced parents, divorced when I was young. I have a very high IQ and I already apologize for mentioning that, because arrogance is something I want to improve on ever since someone told me I was cocky when I was 12.
I’m a curiosity driven person. That which I do not understand bothers me. I hate not knowing. One thing that confuses me is trust. I don’t trust easily (Sorry for sounding like a typical teenager, But I just don’t) Because I had a series of bad relationships with someone I didn’t trust. I think it’s odd to put confidence in something that isn’t a sure thing. Humans make mistakes. I understand it and I understand a lack of trust. Perhaps I’ll be a politician.
I’ve been called ‘Perveted’ simply because I think sex is an intriguing and fun subject. Who can’t relate to sex? Everyone has a body that forces them to want sex, because it’s human nature. I truly think it’s a great way to get to know someone by talking about sex. Yes, I have many conversations about it and often find myself manipulating a conversation to be oriented towards sex. I don’t see this as a problem.
I want, more than anything, to meet someone who is like me. I feel like meeting someone who feels the same or sees the world in the same way would complete me, and perhaps help me understand myself better. If there is anyone out there whose heart drops realizing that you’re not alone, please talk to me. I’ve always wanted to escape solitude, though it is comforting in the same way.
Thank you for dealing with my ranting. I feel like if I lay it all on the table, I will get results. If I don’t, it was nice meeting all of you. This is a wonderful website from what I’ve read.