Please Help

[Dymond]

So, I've been dating my girlfriend for a year now and I love her a lot. Just recently like three weeks ago I started to question if I was really gay. Now the thought of not being with her makes me really sad and I get these really sharp pains in my stomach. Well here's a little history on my past. Ever since I can remember I've always been attracted to girls (I'm a girl myself). I've had boyfriends but I was never really satisfied with dating them. I wanted to be with a female. I've had sex with like two guys just to make sure if I was really gay when I got to college. I will didn't like it. But now when I look at a guy I'm like he's cute then my mind starts to wonder about sex with them. Now I still get turned on to the thought of my girlfriend, but when I look at a guy I think is cute I get this anxious feeling and I start to second guess myself all over again and then I start to wonder if I really am a lesbian. But here's the kicker when I look at a guys body it doesn't turn me on neither does their Gentiles its just the thought of it. So I really am confused right now and I need help badly. I really don't want to be straight because I think about being with my girlfriend for awhile but I'm having confusing thoughts

[anyone50]

It sounds to me like your more lesbian than gay if your not turned on by a male sexually but even guys that say they are totally straight have admitted to finding other males attractive and not wanting to have sex. This holds true for girls as well. What I’m getting at is there is no definitive line between straight, bi and gay. On the scale from 0 to 10 with 10 being totally gay you probably lie somewhere around an 8 or 9 and there is nothing wrong with that. Every human being is unique and don't worry so much about labels.