i failed

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I failed last night. That shit tasted so bad, i couldn't get myself to do more. I hate that I'm still here, I hate that I didn't do it. If I would have done it I would have ended my pain. I am stuck, the pact kept me thinking about it then the drink was so thick and powdery. Blah :(

Please no one do this and don't try to pick up ideas from this if you are in this horrid place

[jayyy-lmao]

Were you going to commit suicide?
Don't. I'm glad you didn't. Right now I'm suffering, I'm struggling, but I would't do that. That shows you want to be here. You didn't do it cos you don't want to go.

[xarvon1412]

I'm glad that you failed. Please don't try again, please don't.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I'm glad that you failed. Please don't try again, please don't.

Idk, I want to even mor. My love doesn't care anymore. The only time she talks to me is if something happens.

[xarvon1412]

Doesn't that mean that she cares? It's only when something big happens, but doesn't that mean that she doesn't want you to die, and she can only contact you when something big happens? She still cares, but it may be hard for her to show that she does so she only does when something big happens.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Doesn't that mean that she cares? It's only when something big happens, but doesn't that mean that she doesn't want you to die, and she can only contact you when something big happens? She still cares, but it may be hard for her to show that she does so she only does when something big happens.

No, her contact is in her pocket all day. She ignores me and she can't stop me anymore