ah everything sucks

[mixedupfool]

so a couple of weeks ago, my best friend asked a girl i like to homecoming and then to be his girlfriend. im past that, dont really care. just now i think the girl knows how i feel now and everything is awkward. but that isnt the point.

what made me get past that, was another girl. shes a cheerleader and watching her at football games just makes me feel great. talking to her makes me feel like all the screwed up things in the wolrld doesnt matter, shes just awesome and well, yeah.

i want to ask her our but i dont know, i read writeranonymous' (i think?) post, and i feel similar to that, im kind of afraid of rejection, but i havent been rejected a lot. i mean, if she says yeah then im like HELL YEAH but if she says no, everything gets weird. like talking and what not, it just becomes awkward, and thats what i dont like.
then thatcanadianguy said somethin about not needing a girlfriend or anything, but i dont need one, i want one, having one just makes me feel better. cause i know at the end of the day i have someone special to talk to.

another thing is like the castes that we're in, shes in the preppy cheerleader clique, and im in the average folk clique, but we both talk to the same people but its just, shes a cheerleader, and im just that average dude and its just weird.

theres another dude that likes her, and is planning on asking her out, i asked him about it inconspicuously and he said he wasnt sure, should i just face the fear and go for it before he does? idk. im all confused.

suggestions would be awesome...

[WriterAnonymous]

Yeah, it was my post you read. And believe me, I know just how you feel. The thing I've got for this popular girl at my school started as a tiny crush, and it somehow started spinning out of control. I know I've got just about no chance with her, but I hate the feeling of having to move on. Like you, I'm just the average guy.

And I know what you mean about feeling better with a girlfriend, too. It's comforting to know there's always someone there for you when you feel down. It's not that you need to have one, it's just something nice.

Keep me posted on how things go with her.

[R_master]

I think you should go for it dude. worst case scenario you get rejected, might sting for a bit but at least then you know the relationship wasn't meant to be.

I have many friends who have dated/fooled around with people above their social status and had amazing experiences. the chances are if shes not seeing anyone right now than there is no reason to reject a good guy like yourself.

trust me, looking back on your life and thinking of what could of been is a lot worse of a feeling then if you actually follow through with it

[Lifesreject]

Yer i think i would go for it. I mean if she does reject you it is really going to hurt but it gets better over time. You just got to think positive.

[Gumleaf]

you just have to weigh up if you want to risk the friendship or not. its as simple as that.