Everyone would be better off...

[that-god-chick]

all i do is annoy everyone and put my shit onto them, they dont need it they would all be better off without me, im the cause for everyone around me getting hurt.... serously if i was gone everyone would be much happier and enjoy they life for once, they wouldnt have to worry about me as i would no longer be around to be a burden.... serously thinking about just ending it so that everyone around me including myself can finaly be happy

[jayyy-lmao]

The world would lose an angel if you were gone. :) Cheer up. Keep on livin'. Stay strong.

[Twilly F. Sniper]

Keep living on even if what you believe about yourself is the truth. Our world is better with you than without it. Just keep living. :)

[that-god-chick]

Keep living on even if what you believe about yourself is the truth. Our world is better with you than without it. Just keep living. :)

no the world would be better without me all i do is annoy people and disapoint them.. everyone would be happier if i wasnt around

[that94guy]

No. Even if you think so, that might not be the truth. Think of the ones that care for you, how they will turn out if you leave this world. Even if you don't believe, there are people out there that care for you and want you to live. Try to help people and make people around you happy, make them smile. Bad days will pass by.

[that-god-chick]

No. Even if you think so, that might not be the truth. Think of the ones that care for you, how they will turn out if you leave this world. Even if you don't believe, there are people out there that care for you and want you to live. Try to help people and make people around you happy, make them smile. Bad days will pass by.

no one cars, iv spent my entire life helping other people and no one cares enough to look and see im not ok and help me for once.. im so sick of crying my eyes out one minute then the next having to force a smile on my face so i dont upset anyone elase, im so tired of people hurting me and having to act like im fine and dont care, im sick of everyone believing my lies and thinking im fine, i cant do it anymore i just wanna break down in tears all the time maybe then they would know im not ok, maybe then they would know i never was fine... i just cant do it anymore

[CharlieHorse]

all i do is annoy everyone and put my shit onto them, they dont need it they would all be better off without me, im the cause for everyone around me getting hurt.... serously if i was gone everyone would be much happier and enjoy they life for once, they wouldnt have to worry about me as i would no longer be around to be a burden.... serously thinking about just ending it so that everyone around me including myself can finaly be happy

I feel exactly the same way.

[WalkingOnDisaster]

I know how you feel. No one cares, everyone hates you, you annoy everyone.
You know what. I don't know whether or not that's true. I am not you. I am not everyone around you.
But I do know something- ending your life, no matter what, isn't the answer. Problems and things like this arise, that's natural. But it's always temporary. Granted, yes. We're always gonna have problems. This world is screwed up like that. But it'll get better if you let it.
I am not sure how. It's for you to figure out on your own.

[Cognizant]

Picture this.

You have the gun in your hand, or sitting over the ledge of that building or bridge, standing on the train tracks, hanging out on the I-280; however you think of ending it. You're about to pull the trigger. Fall over the edge. Walk in front of the express train or that car going 70 MPH, when time seems to freeze. Think about what's going on in the minds of the people around you. Not just your family and friends. Think about the people in that building, or the engineer blaring the horn as much as it can take. How do they react? How do they feel?

I don't know your story, but I don't need to know to tell you that people do care about you. They will be concerned. Your parents would be devastated, they just lost their pride and joy; their child. The bright of their lives. They brought you into this world for a reason.
And your friends. Friendships have this weird thing where you may have your downs, but it somehow veers back up. Maybe you were being bullied by someone. Perhaps she was going to that very day you decided to end it, mend with you. She can't now. She's trapped in a feeling of guilt and distress. She thinks "This is all my fault. I teased her. I tore her ego into shreds."

And your classmates or colleagues? They find out, and they're devastated. Your classes are eerily quiet, as a melancholic weight veils down on your peers. Even the ones that didn't like you are preying for your family and friends.

Even the strangers around you are shocked. The engineer is distraught, and after bearing through announcing central control and letting the passengers know about what happened, the engineer breaks down in tears. They wish they could've avoided you, they wish they could've saved you, they wish they could've helped you on a personal level. If in fact they managed to stop in time and climb out of the operators control, they could help you feel better and at least save you for a few hours. The passengers look on in horror as the rescue train creeps by the accident scene.

Now, knowing that everyone, and I do mean everyone you see daily, and even the people you never meet cares a lot about you, do you step away? Times frozen until you make a descision. If you choose to end it now, you can't make a difference. You're silenced for the rest of your life and a community is hurt. If you spent even just a week trying to talk to someone about your problems, maybe you'll want to stay. Maybe things will change for the better.

But time's frozen. You're only a few feet away from the speedy traffic or the 100 ton train, or half your body is dangling hundreds of feet from a city street or a body of water. Do you step away and move on? I would. You're a perfect soul, it's not worth taking your own life away.

[that-god-chick]

thats one of the reasons iv held out for long because of them, but i dont know if im strong enough anymore, everyday gets harder and harder.... everyday i feel like even more of a disapointment... i cant talk to anyone about it because it wouldnt be fair to put my shit on top of what ever they have going on, so im just going to keep quite and stop brothing people with my shit, like i said they would be better off without me anyone i highly dought any of them will even notice if i disapear...