rentoh
February 12th, 2013, 12:41 AM
I just wanted to say that I have been depressed for the last 2 or 3 years, and have thought about suicide too many times to count. I think I have tried it twice, but wimped out.
The reason I am depressed is for two reason. First, is that I am bi, but I can't come out as I would be considered a freak and sent to counseling by my parents. I literally know no one that is a supporter of LGBT. The second is that I have no friends. I have a gf, but I don't want to go into that mess. I also struggle to make friends as friends were always around me, but they have moved on.
Sorry for the book, but I needed to get this out of my system. Honestly, I may not post this, but I needed to say this for the sake of me.
I haven't cut myself and am too wimpy to start if you are curious.
I probably am not depressed compared to some of you, but I don't know. Probably not.
I don't what the point of this post is, but I just want to get this off my chest.
Ignore any grammar issues as I couldn't be bother to change any of it.
The reason I am depressed is for two reason. First, is that I am bi, but I can't come out as I would be considered a freak and sent to counseling by my parents. I literally know no one that is a supporter of LGBT. The second is that I have no friends. I have a gf, but I don't want to go into that mess. I also struggle to make friends as friends were always around me, but they have moved on.
Sorry for the book, but I needed to get this out of my system. Honestly, I may not post this, but I needed to say this for the sake of me.
I haven't cut myself and am too wimpy to start if you are curious.
I probably am not depressed compared to some of you, but I don't know. Probably not.
I don't what the point of this post is, but I just want to get this off my chest.
Ignore any grammar issues as I couldn't be bother to change any of it.