I don't know.....

[Dystopianlife]

I have a 'cutting' 'problem'. Let me explain....
I started this past December. I'm sort of a loser....was just feeling really depressed. It was a Sunday, I think....December 16th, 2012. I was just feeling upset and depressed, and I don't even know what....that was the day I first 'cut'. I havn't been brave enough to go very deep yet....most of them don't even bleed. But it really helps..... I don't know. I'm just sick. A sick little freak who can't even cut right.XD

[xarvon1412]

Heh, I know exactly how you feel. That was how I started out too. I started out with a thumbtack, just some red lines across my skin, but they hurt and that was what I wanted. Now, I go a lot deeper. You're not a sick little freak, you are strong. If you're a sick little freak than I don't even know what I would be. Listen, you need to stop. If you've only cut a few times, then it's not too late. Now, sometimes I cut deep enough to get a lot of blood out. I could also be going to the mental hospital sometime soon because of that. You don't want that. I know how you're feeling, maybe not exactly, but I know the general feeling of loneliness and worthlessness that comes with depression and cutting. You're not a sick little freak :) You're awesome! Trust me, take it from somebody who also used to think of himself as a sick little freak. Heh, I sometimes still do. If you ever need anybody to talk to, just post on my wall, and I'll try to get back to you as soon as possible.

[autismtwin]

As stated before, it's not too late yet. Try to stop before you get addicted. I have been doing this for almmost 5 years and let me tell you, it isn't helpful.

When you feel like you have to cut, distract yourself. Hold ice, use a rubber band, listen to music, write, do whatever helps distract yourself.

You're not weak, you are strong. Very strong because you have gone through this and you can beat it! :)

[Perfect_Insanity]

I know it hurts, but try not to cut any more (Hypocritical? Yes.). Honestly, it's better to only have cut a few times than to get addicted (By addicted, I mean your whole life revolves around it). And it's awesome that you have been strong enough not to cut deeply! We're all cheering for you :)

[evie_rose]

it doesn't matter how superficial it is. Self harm is self harm no matter how deep or not. Please do try not to do it again. It's very hard to get out once you're in.

[Dystopianlife]

I can't stop.....
I've been doing it at least once a day since Tuesday. I found some razors. Took them apart. I feel....I don't know. But my mom found them. Twice. Flipped, called school. Now I get to be searched. Daily, before going to my locker.
I found another razor anyway. And I'll keep on doing it, because she just dosnt get it....I can't stop. Doing all this isn't going to change that. It just ruins my life further.