Divorce?

[xXoblivionXx]

Things with my parents haven't been going very well. Maybe this is just me freaking out or maybe its real. I'm just very scared. Because my mom moved to the US she didn't have a high school degree and it's going to be hard for her to find a job. So I'm going to have to get a part time job to help support us. Especially with a three year old and a new born in the house it's going to be hard to pay for their education, for me to finnish mine. I'm just very scared of what's going to happen. If I don't get a scholarship I don't know how I'm going to afford college. Aside from that I'm going to have to be strong for my siblings and mom, emotionally. I don't know how the heck I'm going to be able to do that. I mean really, the past year or so I have been a complete mess. I don't know how I'm going to make it through. But I have to make it through. I CAN'T commit suicide not now, I can't leave my mom and siblings, not like that.

On top of that my dreams have been coming back. I end up waking up crying or screaming and sometimes sweating. It's disturbing what my subconscious can think of :(

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Everything will turn out alright. You and your mom obviously care about each other.

Please don't commit suicide. Someone I knew committed suicide about a month ago and EVERYONE, even people she didn't know, were affected.

[xarvon1412]

I trust that you won't commit suicide. Your life is way too important right now for you to do that. I know that right now there's a lot of pressure on you, but you will get through it. It doesn't matter how hard you have to work, you will. You know that you will, and I know that you will. There will be times when you feel like you can't do anything anymore and it's just a huge mess of stress and everything, but you can get through it. If you ever need somebody to vent to, post on my wall. I'm here for you and I can help you, even if you just need somebody to talk to.

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Try and think positively, and don't overwhelm yourself.