discernment - poem

[survivor]

All day I think about the future
I don't know what's in store for me
Each second makes me more confused
A tangled ball of thread

I know I am attracted to different types of guys
But are they friends or is one more
Each time I think I am more entangles
A fly caught in a web

Do I want to live my life alone
am I called to be my own
Every thought makes my heart ache
A tangled ball of thread

Am i ready to give everything up
To live my life for Him
When the thought crosses my mind I shudder
A fly caught in a web