Too tired-Getting worse

[Sudds3]

This week has been particularly bad. Last week was descent, i had a good weekend and then this weekend it just kind of hit me. I was really tired, bith physically and mentally. I kept a happy face on monday but tuesday wasnt the same. So i was very quiet and didnt really want to be around peopleso tonight my friend texted me asking if i was ok and i said yeah. Then another friend asked if i was ok, i said yeah and a third friend asked if i was ok so i said yeah. I assumed since they asked right after each other that they were all talking with each other but then the first friend texted me again and again and again so i had to tell him to get him off my back and i felt a little better. But it just seems that im gettin worse every week. Ill have good days and terrible days and everything is just one giant blur. All the days are the same and i dont feel like going on. Whats the point anymore? I thought high school wouldve brought some diversity and excitement into my life, it did for a few weeks but now everything is just so repetetive. I cant cut anymore because people have been talking and asking about the bandages which really sucks cuz cutting made things clear and now everything is just too foggy. And to quote the song Hero by Skillet which im listening to right now, "i need a hero, to save my life. A hero save me, just in time" i could really use a hero in my life right now. Im fearing this might be the end