My war.

[turtle guy]

My entire life i have been fighting 2 people, the straight me and the gay me. when i was little i would never find a girl attractive, only boys. it felt natural. but in reality that is not what i want. i want to be straight but i constantly look at boys and find them soo attractive. i never found any girls attractive. I want to be straight but i can not. and right now i have currently have sights on 1 boy. the straight me wants him as a friend, the gay me wants him as a boyfriend. someone please help, im literally falling apart on what i want and what i need. i want to be normal.

[dontfiguremeout]

Well you really need to think this through! What you really need to section out is this. If you want to marry and spend the rest of your life with a women, then you're straight. If you want to marry and spend the rest of your life with a man, then your gay. So really think it through, and I know you'll get more help than just me, so read everything everyone has to say and then make your decision.

[Harley Quinn]

My entire life i have been fighting 2 people, the straight me and the gay me. when i was little i would never find a girl attractive, only boys. it felt natural. but in reality that is not what i want. i want to be straight but i constantly look at boys and find them soo attractive. i never found any girls attractive. I want to be straight but i can not. and right now i have currently have sights on 1 boy. the straight me wants him as a friend, the gay me wants him as a boyfriend. someone please help, im literally falling apart on what i want and what i need. i want to be normal.

Hey, if you're gay, you're gay. It's totally normal and you don't need to be fighting yourself over this. You can't help who you feel attracted to, and if right now who you're attracted to happens to be a guy, so be it. If you want to be with this guy, go ahead and do so, go with the flow and everything will fall into place. Like I said, you can't choose who you like so there's no point beating yourself up over it. We've all been there, you eventually figure it all out, you just need to stop constantly worrying and do what you personally feel is right.

Well you really need to think this through! What you really need to section out is this. If you want to marry and spend the rest of your life with a women, then your straight. If you want to marry and spend the rest of your life with a man, then your gay. So really think it through, and I know you'll get more help than just me, so read everything everyone has to say and then make your decision.

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[steellord321]

Unfortunately what you want doesn't change anything. It really sounds like "straight" you doesn't exist. Try to find something positive about being gay. It doesn't have to run or ruin your life.

[Syvelocin]

The ultimate thing is where do you see yourself in thirty years? Because denying yourself may be easier now, but you really have to be thinking about your happiness. Force yourself to be straight and you'll be locked in a loveless marriage, wasting your one life away. Allow yourself to live your life with the one you love and you've got it made.

What's this normal talk? Normal is a good thing to you? I was overjoyed (for the most part) when I realized it! Like "YES! I'm not straight!" (no offence) Well, maybe not immediately, I didn't know what was coming over me at the time. About an hour later after I admitted to myself I had a crush, I started celebrating XD.

[deanbrodi]

Why can't you just accept your feelings? It sure sounds to me like you're gay from way back. Are you stuck in a religious family?

[turtle guy]

My family isnt religious much, or at least they dont take it seriously. so no religion isnt a problem.