Doctors

[that-god-chick]

im going to the doctors next week about my depression and im frecking out, mainly because im so scared of what the out come will be and if i will have to tell about amy attempts and how i dont go a day without thinking about it, i dont know how they will re act with about and it scares me, i hope they wont send me to hospital but i know there is a chance they will and that scares me most... i just dont know what to expect :( can someone please help me out and maybe ease my mind a little

[jayyy-lmao]

You need to calm down. Anything your doctor does, they do in your best interest. A bit of deep breathing to calm yourself down.

[Mortal Coil]

First of all, you do not have to tell the doctor anything you don't want to. Full stop.
Second, in my experience you can be having suicidal thoughts and they won't lock you up, though judging by your history they may have you on suicide watch if you tell them.
I know how scary it is to know that you're about to be thrown into the whacky shack: I've been in your situation before. But for what it's worth, once you're there you do begin to get used to it. So, if you do end up having to go there then it won't be as bad as you fear it will.

[that-god-chick]

ok first what the heck is suicide watch?? doesnt sound fun..
i dont want to have to get use to it, i dont want it to come to that and i dont want to go there..
but its not only that the only thing that has stoped me from going in the past is that im scared of change my life has been like this for about 6 years im use to it like this i may not like it but im use to it.... change scares me