I just feel alone

[Dimentio]

I was listening to "home" (Glee cover of course), And i just feel like that, I be surrounded by, A million people i, Still feel alone, Like nearly everyone i know is dating or they have a crush on someone or is obviously crushing on them back, And their all straight and can find love easy, In person the mirror is the only gay person i know, Myself, It'd be nice to be in a relationship yes but, I just would love someone else in my life who i knew was gay and got along with, And just to make things worse my bestie got with her girlfriend again a person i hate and no one knows but it just isn't doing anything for my self confidence, Other than feeling alone no matter how many people i am surrounded by because of the gay thing, My ratings on my looks mainly cause of my hair issue are less than a 0 if that is even possible, I just got no confidence in myself and just seeing everyone in love, I feel like no one wants to be with me, And i am probably the biggest romantic and huge hearted person you will ever see!
Like i said i have no confidence in myself but the people have talk to normally end up calling me a hopeless romantic, Sweet heart, Innocent, Cute, Everything, I have been up all night crying ha ha, While my best friend is snuggle in bed with her GF (Something i dream of doing), I'm sitting watching Take Me Out being jealous of all the hot guys and just crying myself away till i loose my voice, When i get a boyfriend or even just a gay friend I'll be as happy as a new born lamb in spring time, Until then, I'm always gonna have this huge whole on my heart that is waiting to be filled with affection, Does anyone else feel like this!? They can be in a room without 1000 people and still feel alone?

[Guitarist4Life]

Glee is the bomb man. I completely understand how you feel, the loneliness I mean. Even if you're gay people are gonna love you as a person, I mean shit, that has nothing to do with how friendly or great to be around some one is. Never feel like you don't deserve attention or intimate and quality moments. If you lose confidence in yourself you stop exerting those great qualities that people are going to want to see if they talk to you. You'll find someone worth your time and effort, just keep your head up buddy. The end of one day just means the dawn of another.

[Lyra Heartstrings]

TWPR :arrow: Relationships and Dating
I'm not sure if this should go in this, or depression. ;v

[FreeFall]

You'll hate hearing this but, you're 16. Teens in this time experiment and search for themselves.
It probably means nothing because I'm surrounded by oddballs but there was this girl I used to be friends with. She uh, "went" lesbian when we were 14. She caught her then bi-sexual gf cheating on her with another girl, and went on a self proclamation of how she'd always be a lesbain and how her cheating gf would eventually love men and only men and that she's a bigger lesbian than cheating gf. We're all 19 now. Her ex is full fledge lesbian and men do nothing for her. Girl who proclaimed to be eternal lesbian, is only into men and now playing with the idea she's asexual.

My point with that is teens change. Some teens may yet have discovered their sexual identity, some may be on their way there or sadly hiding it.
So, my point in that statement, in a year or two you may find you know a gay or two and maybe even a bisexual to call your best friend.

It's not hopeless, it just sucks. You're not alone though, there's no way you can be. You either just haven't met them yet, or they don't much want to be met at this time.

I'm no help, I can be the only person in the room of people who are all friends, and not care. I used to care, but maybe I became apathetic. In general I like the quiet and time to myself, I'm rarely lonely.

But you're not alone. You've got friends and you've got hope in finding what it is you want and what you need, you'll get there : D

[Dimentio]

Thanks guys i was cheered up after a while but that just put a huge smile on my face, I kinda wanna cry from happiness XD Thanks! :)
Also Blake (Love the name! :3) Yeah i originally put it in TWPR just cause it seemed angry and depressed and stuff but wherever it needs to go i don't mind :D

[Gandalf]

I was listening to "home" (Glee cover of course), And i just feel like that, I be surrounded by, A million people i, Still feel alone, Like nearly everyone i know is dating or they have a crush on someone or is obviously crushing on them back, And their all straight and can find love easy, In person the mirror is the only gay person i know, Myself, It'd be nice to be in a relationship yes but, I just would love someone else in my life who i knew was gay and got along with, And just to make things worse my bestie got with her girlfriend again a person i hate and no one knows but it just isn't doing anything for my self confidence, Other than feeling alone no matter how many people i am surrounded by because of the gay thing, My ratings on my looks mainly cause of my hair issue are less than a 0 if that is even possible, I just got no confidence in myself and just seeing everyone in love, I feel like no one wants to be with me, And i am probably the biggest romantic and huge hearted person you will ever see!
Like i said i have no confidence in myself but the people have talk to normally end up calling me a hopeless romantic, Sweet heart, Innocent, Cute, Everything, I have been up all night crying ha ha, While my best friend is snuggle in bed with her GF (Something i dream of doing), I'm sitting watching Take Me Out being jealous of all the hot guys and just crying myself away till i loose my voice, When i get a boyfriend or even just a gay friend I'll be as happy as a new born lamb in spring time, Until then, I'm always gonna have this huge whole on my heart that is waiting to be filled with affection, Does anyone else feel like this!? They can be in a room without 1000 people and still feel alone?

Don't compare yourself to commercialistic, shallow people. Having a relationship isn't the end all and be all. You need to be happy within before handling any relationship. I would definately address where possible what makes you feel down and depressed, is it purely jealousy or is there something else making you unhappy with life?

They can be in a room without 1000 people and still feel alone?

I feel like tihs 90% of the time at school, if you could find something that works for you int terms of feeling better when you feel like this then it would make it more bearable, in the mean time we're here. :)

[Xxemoxxbladesxx]

Sometimes I feel like this
I get what you mean. All your friends have girlfriends/boyfriends
Your family members getting married
Yeah I know the feeling and it's not pleasant
I'm very sorry you feel this way but I'm sure eventually the right partner will come along for you :)