Please someone talk to me... anyone

[lyriclover]

I just called 911 on my best friend for saying suicidal things. She was at her grandparents and I didnt know any of the information about their location. All I could give the police was her home adress. I know I might have saved her but I feel sick. I have a bruised rib and that isn't helping but I feel like I'm going to start puking and crying. I might have just lost my best friend forever. HELP ME! Im only 14 why do I have to go through all this?

[PinkFloyd]

Well you did the right thing. I mean yes, you probably saved her life. Make sure she knows this. I mean you are a true friend if you care that much to call 911 about something she said. PM me if you want to talk some more.

-Rob

[lyriclover]

I don't know. I feel sick to my stomach.

[Gwen]

No matter how bad you feel in the end you've done the best thing,she needs help. Make sure to tell her about this and even if she hates you now she'll turn around later and it'll be find. Your a great friend for making sure she is alright.

[lyriclover]

I dont know her reaction. Its almost 1am where I live and I called at like 11:30pm

[Gwen]

I dont know her reaction. Its almost 1am where I live and I called at like 11:30pm

I hope everything goes well, this is a worrying subject :\

[lyriclover]

I don't even know if they got to her. I gave the county sherrif all the info I could and he said he would try to find her. She's like a sister to me I can't lose her.

[lyriclover]

I still don't know anything.

[lyriclover]

She's alive but refusing to talk to me at all. I woke up to find a message on Skype saying "Don't you DARE f***ing talk to me". At least she's okay enough to hate me. Is it sad that I'm kinda happy she's mad just because it means she's alive?

[Desuetude]

She's alive but refusing to talk to me at all. I woke up to find a message on Skype saying "Don't you DARE f***ing talk to me". At least she's okay enough to hate me. Is it sad that I'm kinda happy she's mad just because it means she's alive?
No it's not sad. I have to tell you that it might take her a bit of time to come around, if she actually does. You have to understand that she might hate you now, although you did the right thing, she doesn't see it like that. I was so angry when I found out someone I confided in contacted other people not involved when I was suicidal. I got over it though and now we're close again. It really depends on how she reacts though, everyone's different. Just give her time. Maybe in a couple of days send her a skype message or a letter explaining why you did it and how much you care about her. It's unlikely that if she forgives you you'll go back to exactly the way you were before, she might not trust you now and that's understandable. It's great she's alright for the moment and you should be so proud of yourself for getting her help.

[lyriclover]

No it's not sad. I have to tell you that it might take her a bit of time to come around, if she actually does. You have to understand that she might hate you now, although you did the right thing, she doesn't see it like that. I was so angry when I found out someone I confided in contacted other people not involved when I was suicidal. I got over it though and now we're close again. It really depends on how she reacts though, everyone's different. Just give her time. Maybe in a couple of days send her a skype message or a letter explaining why you did it and how much you care about her. It's unlikely that if she forgives you you'll go back to exactly the way you were before, she might not trust you now and that's understandable. It's great she's alright for the moment and you should be so proud of yourself for getting her help.

The thing was she didn't want help. She didn't want anyone to care about her. She would freak out if I told her I was worried about her. This girl is my everything; my ex, my best friend, my sister (in a sense), and the love of my life. I can't lose her which is why I called. Now it seems like I'm losing her anyway.

[AuthorX303720]

Fuck, you are making me sick to my stomach. You just grabbed my hand and took me through a slow stroll through your hell. And I believe I found a recent little slice of my hell too. Sorry about your friend :/ It wouldv'e been a nightmare if my gf did something like that :/

[Desuetude]

The thing was she didn't want help. She didn't want anyone to care about her. She would freak out if I told her I was worried about her. This girl is my everything; my ex, my best friend, my sister (in a sense), and the love of my life. I can't lose her which is why I called. Now it seems like I'm losing her anyway.
I know she didn't but what's done is done and you can't change what's happened. No matter what happens with your friendship just know that you saved her. She's still part of this world that's the main thing. Hopefully now it's been notified to people that she's suicidal she might get some help and those feelings won't be so prominent. Don't push her, let her come to you if she wants to but let her know that she means an awful lot to you and how much you care about her.

[lyriclover]

I know she didn't but what's done is done and you can't change what's happened. No matter what happens with your friendship just know that you saved her. She's still part of this world that's the main thing. Hopefully now it's been notified to people that she's suicidal she might get some help and those feelings won't be so prominent. Don't push her, let her come to you if she wants to but let her know that she means an awful lot to you and how much you care about her.

I haven't actually seen her since I called. I have about 6 hours til I'll be seeing her in school. What do I do when I see her? Should I try talking to her? Chances are ,being the little crybaby I am, I'll burst out in tears the second I see her. I probably won't get any sleep tonight, that's normal these days. What do I tell our friends if they ask why she all of a sudden hates me? Everyone knows nothing can keep us apart, even after we broke up we've been best friends.

[Desuetude]

I haven't actually seen her since I called. I have about 6 hours til I'll be seeing her in school. What do I do when I see her? Should I try talking to her? Chances are ,being the little crybaby I am, I'll burst out in tears the second I see her. I probably won't get any sleep tonight, that's normal these days. What do I tell our friends if they ask why she all of a sudden hates me? Everyone knows nothing can keep us apart, even after we broke up we've been best friends.
See how she reacts to seeing you in school, if she looks angry and deliberately ignores you then I suggest you stay away from her at least for a couple more days. Maybe you could write her a note or something saying you're sorry and talking about how much she means to you although don't say things like "I did it for your own good" or you'll just be adding fuel to the fire. I know it's hard but you have to look at this from her perspective. If your friends ask about it just say you got into a fight about something, don't go into great details about it, don't mention suicide. Even if they're your friends things spread so quickly everyone will end up finding out. It's up to your friend whether she wants to tell anyone about what happened.

You're not a cry baby, it's completely natural to feel like that after nearly losing your best friend. I understand how that feels as well, knowing they're giving up and that they could potentially be gone from your life but she's still here even if she's not happy with you. I guess you have to keep reminding yourself that. What you intended to happen by calling the police, happened and she is still alive. I know it might be hard to sleep, I'm not going to force you, I mean it's 7am I haven't slept today so it's not like I have a leg to stand on. Just try and relax, listen to some music, distract yourself because the thoughts of "what if?" and "what's going to happen?" will give you a headache.

[lyriclover]

See how she reacts to seeing you in school, if she looks angry and deliberately ignores you then I suggest you stay away from her at least for a couple more days. Maybe you could write her a note or something saying you're sorry and talking about how much she means to you although don't say things like "I did it for your own good" or you'll just be adding fuel to the fire. I know it's hard but you have to look at this from her perspective. If your friends ask about it just say you got into a fight about something, don't go into great details about it, don't mention suicide. Even if they're your friends things spread so quickly everyone will end up finding out. It's up to your friend whether she wants to tell anyone about what happened.

You're not a cry baby, it's completely natural to feel like that after nearly losing your best friend. I understand how that feels as well, knowing they're giving up and that they could potentially be gone from your life but she's still here even if she's not happy with you. I guess you have to keep reminding yourself that. What you intended to happen by calling the police, happened and she is still alive. I know it might be hard to sleep, I'm not going to force you, I mean it's 7am I haven't slept today so it's not like I have a leg to stand on. Just try and relax, listen to some music, distract yourself because the thoughts of "what if?" and "what's going to happen?" will give you a headache.

I'll try putting a note in her locker in a few days if things are still bad. I know all too well how fast news can spread. Is it bad that this will be my 3rd night in a row with no sleep because of this? I already have a headache it never goes away anymore. Music has kept me sain all weekend, but Im running out of tolerable songs. It try though. Thanks :)