confused and suisidal.

[ShatteredWings]

need help. i made promices that i woudnt kill myself. but lately, and SUDDENLY im feeling realy bad. bad panic, memories comming back, biting agian....i canttake it. i want to leave NOW

but the other part of me is saying that i have something to live for. And reminding me that i had promieced to never commit suiside.

im baffeeled. i dont know what to do.

[Malcolm Tucker]

need help. i made promices that i woudnt kill myself. but lately, and SUDDENLY im feeling realy bad. bad panic, memories comming back, biting agian....i canttake it. i want to leave NOW

but the other part of me is saying that i have something to live for. And reminding me that i had promieced to never commit suiside.

im baffeeled. i dont know what to do.

ALWAYS LISTEN TO THAT LITTLE PART OF YOU THAT SAYS NOT TO KILL YOURSELF.

Yes you do have something to live for. Everyone does. Go see a councellor or a psycchiatrist and thell them whats going on in your head. Or talk to a cousin or an older sibling or even your parents first. If you go talk to someone it will make it all better.

[whiterecyclables94]

I cant relate to you in any way the worst thing thats happened to me in my life was my father and grandpa dieng but...im going to try to give u as best of advice as i can

of course i think that you shouldn't kill yourself I have had friends who have thought about it and this is what i tell them

I tell them to look at the bright side I know that sounds tacky but its true you just have to keep looking for the bright side it might not be there but you just have to keep looking keep hoping that its going to be there and eventually it will be

[thesphinx]

Just think of your family and friends they would never understand why you committed suicide and would probably blame them selves for it. is it worth it putting them through that pain? Please don't do it. your only 13 you haven't really even gotten a taste of life yet, so give it a chance.

[Sapphire]

The fact that part of you doesn't want to end it all is a very promising thing. The fact that you are acknowledging that you are in some doubt is also very promising.

You are 13. That is still very young. When I was 13 I was so desperately depressed that I didn't smile for 6 months at least and hurt myself 5 times a day. I thought nothing would ever improve. But, 5 years on, I am happy to be living and breathing.
My point is, don't give up because life is fickle and things change.

Go and see a counsellor or therapist. They can help you get through these feelings if you let them.

[ShatteredWings]

i feel better now..im happier(i woudnt say 100% happy)...full of sugar(hehe)


i have to keep my promice

[kovert43]

dot crazy is right the little part is right t must no u gonna have the best life when ur older

[dem.re.cmd.exe]

I guess I'm a little late lol, but I can relate. I attempted suicide once, and it only made me realize how much of an idiot I was for even trying because of the people around me who actually came to the hospital to .....greet..... me when I woke up. Suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. Keep that in mind if you ever think about suicide again.

[western ninja]

It is hard to destoy the enemy, when it lies within, this however does not mean it is impossible.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. Keep that in mind if you ever think about suicide again.
This quote shows very truthful words you will have days when you think why the heck did I even think about suicide, lifes too good. Alongside these days there will of course be the bad days.
The best thing to do, in my opinion is have routine. That way you become attatched to the things you do. Join a club that is held at the same time every week, it's hard to be incredibly suicidal when your surrounded by friends doing something you love.
Most importantly- just don't give yourself the option tho think too deeply about things that are only going to make you sad, keep yourself occupied.
Don't know if my advice will help you personally, but I hope it does :)

[ShatteredWings]

would some1 mind closing this thead?

[Maverick]

Not at all.