Broken Beyond Repair (poem)

[autismtwin]

I cannot let go of the past.
I'm always contemplating which day should be my last.
Life is a beautiful lie, death is the ugly truth.
It's all about fighting the battles of your youth.

I wish I was someone other than me.
I'm fighting to make the mirror happy.
The weight I lose is never enough.
This is life, It's time to get tough.

While I'm starving to be thin,
I cut to release the pain from within.
As I watch my pain bleed out,
I am silent, but I want to shout.

Anxiety makes me unable to breathe.
Screw this life, I want to leave.
Anxiety keeps me up all night.
I don't have much more of a fight.

I hide my depression with a smile.
As life flashes before me, I'm in denial.
Everything looks so bleak.
I am tired, and so weak.

I'm tired of living in this hell.
I wish this was my last farewell.
I live my life in constant doubt.
Suicide seems like the only way out.

I lost the battle, not the war.
Someday, recovery will come knocking at my door.

[tundravortex]

I cannot let go of the past.
I'm always contemplating which day should be my last.
Life is a beautiful lie, death is the ugly truth.
It's all about fighting the battles of your youth.

I wish I was someone other than me.
I'm fighting to make the mirror happy.
The weight I lose is never enough.
This is life, It's time to get tough.

While I'm starving to be thin,
I cut to release the pain from within.
As I watch my pain bleed out,
I am silent, but I want to shout.

Anxiety makes me unable to breathe.
Screw this life, I want to leave.
Anxiety keeps me up all night.
I don't have much more of a fight.

I hide my depression with a smile.
As life flashes before me, I'm in denial.
Everything looks so bleak.
I am tired, and so weak.

I'm tired of living in this hell.
I wish this was my last farewell.
I live my life in constant doubt.
Suicide seems like the only way out.

I lost the battle, not the war.
Someday, recovery will come knocking at my door.



nice poem...srry to hear whats going on in your life

[Texas warrior]

This is a truly great poem. I love every thing about it, the structure the feeling, every thing.

[autismtwin]

Thank you :) It's in the finals of an international contest.

[Jess]

Beautiful poem! great job :)

[jayyy-lmao]

Niceee.....

[Mob Boss]

Wow, that's so beautiful. The flow is flawless, and some of the words you use are so powerful. Great job.

[Dooby the potato god]

The poem makes me smile, but the words make me sad.