Just want to relapse and go back to how it was

[Keats]

I quit cutting for about a year, but recently i started again - but it's just not the same, i don't know why. I've tried deeper, i've tried more frequently but it doesn't give me that release. What do i do?

[xXl0sth0peXx]

First, congrats on going a year without it - that's amazing! <3

What lead you to start again, and why? I promise you everything that it is not worth it, and there are better ways to cope. Honestly, what do you do? Stop. It's doing way more harm than good, and I know from experience that that is easier said than done, but that's really what you need to do.

Feel free to PM me if you ever need someone, and stay strong. <3

[Keats]

I guess i just realised why not? i genuinely didn't have a reason for not doing it - at first it was sport but my shoulder is wrecked so that doesn't matter anymore.
it just doesn't quite hit the spot anymore and it's driving me crazy

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Maybe you're body/mind is subconsciously telling you that you don't need it any more.

I don't know to be honest - just a thought :)