Sanity

[ReverseFall]

I'm seriously starting to doubt my sanity as of later. I had been fine for a couple weeks no cutting no nothing thinking I was getting better but about a week or maybe two idk ago the dreams started back. My ex was in them all I think which isn't surprising bcuz I'm over obsessive except we broke up about 4 months ago but the bad part is I either kill myself or die at the end of every dream right before I wake up, . And tonight I relapsed bad cutting and then got really mad at myself bcuz of it and tore apart an old pool ladder with an axe :/. I'm so tired of this and idk what's wrong with me. I can't tell my parents any of this bcuz I'm afraid that they would send me away :/. Please help me. Please :'/

[candabear17]

I have bad nightmares too but they're pretty different. I wish I could tell you how to stop them but I can't. I know it seems to help, but cutting will just make you feel even more insane. By the way, you're not insane. If you were, that would mean every person on this site is too XD I'm still overly attatched to my ex too but eventually you just kind of realize that there's a reason it ended and it may be for the best. As for your parents, I say you should let them know. They may be able to help. I'm sure that if you don't want to go into the hospital and have a legit reason then they'll probably respect your wishes. If not, maybe it's a good thing to go in the hospital for a while. Hope things get better for you! :)