how to properly announce this

[ackmedsgirl666]

so like ive always been concerned about my sexuality
if i was lesbian...bisexual...pansexual...... or whatever else there is...
well since being a young girl i have always wanted to be a boy... i wore guys clothes... and my parents didnt think nothing of it really and neither did i till i hit my teenage years and at first came out as a lesbian... well my bestfriend is trangendered and very supportive of me and he would love me no matter what i chose... and well lately ive been thinking.. secretly because i didnt want my boyfriend knowing.. the reasoning behind why i made fun of trans people was because i was in straight out denile myself... i know what i am now and what i wanna be.....
i have always hated my body since development
i hate having a period..... i hate these things on my chest
when my boyfriend touches them i really dont know how to react

i am not happy.. and i want something done about it.... so idk how to properly put this to all members here on VT but i guess this is my coming out thread... ive settled with a chosen name.. if i can be approved for a sex change
i wanna be called Kris...

is there anybody on here who can relate to me.. does this sound like a phase
do i sound sincere... am i really meant for this.. can it happen

im scared of peoples reactions when i do decide to start telling people.

[Abyssal Echo]

From what I've read and heard its a long process with Psyc's and councelors to be appoved as a good candidate for a sex change. but if its something you really want to do its not impossible.

[ackmedsgirl666]

ok.. well i know its something i want to further look into
im just not happy in this body.. i wanna kill this body
but im afraid of being bullied and i know my boyfriend will leave me he already told me

[Lyra Heartstrings]

Honey, I won't lie. This is gonna be hard on you. And yes, I expect your boyfriend will leave you. But if this is what you want..it's what you want. You have to make this decision on your own. Everyone here on VT will be glad to help and support you with whatever you do. Stay strong, my dear. It'll get better. <3

[ackmedsgirl666]

thanks man :)
and thank you all on here for your support :O