totally betrayed

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I am super high right now, for the first time, but I really want to cut right now. I thought it was supposed to be a good feeling... And I didn't get the munchies

[ackmedsgirl666]

I am super high right now, for the first time, but I really want to cut right now. I thought it was supposed to be a good feeling... And I didn't get the munchies

you want to cut.. because you didnt get the munchies?
i came onto this thread because i thought you had something serious to say about self harm.. im sorry but thats a completely rediculous reason to want to cut yourself.... people take self harm on this site seriously.... its not something to joke about.

[ackmedsgirl666]

delete

[happinessisoverrated]

She didn't say that she wanted to cut because she didn't get the munchies.. That was just an afterthought.

And for people with severe anxiety, marijuana can sometimes amplify that so the experience is really bad. Try to avoid cutting, and try not to smoke again.
It'll be okay, you'll get through this.
Best of luck! xx

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I feel horrible about it I betrayed some of the most supportive people I know and I hated the feeling because it was horrible but for some odd reason I want to do it again and the high wasn't even good

[happinessisoverrated]

Yeah, I know what you mean. My friend is in the same position as you, but she's let it get to the point where she smokes every day, even though she hates the high.
Don't let it get like that. You don't deserve this.
Find things to do. Go running, draw, listen to music that makes you happy, do anything to take your mind off of this.
If you ever need to talk, I'm here for you.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Yeah, I know what you mean. My friend is in the same position as you, but she's let it get to the point where she smokes every day, even though she hates the high.
Don't let it get like that. You don't deserve this.
Find things to do. Go running, draw, listen to music that makes you happy, do anything to take your mind off of this.
If you ever need to talk, I'm here for you.

Thanks for offering your help, but honestly I'm past the point of cutting now...

[happinessisoverrated]

Oh, I see. Well, if there's anything you need, be it someone to talk to or just some encouragement, I'm always here for you.
Hope you're okay, hun.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Oh, I see. Well, if there's anything you need, be it someone to talk to or just some encouragement, I'm always here for you.
Hope you're okay, hun.

I'm really not, I feel so much regret and self hatred for doing it