ED, yes? no? I don't know...

[LoveMe_HateMe]

I have the feeling that I am slowly developing an ED, but I don't know if it's just down to my moods. I used to comfort eat like no ones business and lately, well, last couple of years I've gone off food. I eat when I have to, when I'm hungry but I don't enjoy it anymore. Nothing tastes right. Last couple of weeks I've not been eating all day, get in at like 10, have a sand which and then at midnight/1 in the morning I'll just binge on chocolate and just general crap food.

I'm meant to be on a diet. It makes me feel worse about myself. I need to loose weight but I don't have any control.

I've just had way too much to eat and yes, I feel guilty, and I just want to go throw it all up again.

I don't know, I just... I don't know what's happening.

[Fiction]

The only way to stop binging is too eat during the day, otherwise of course you're going to binge. Maybe eating smaller things throughout the day will lead to less guilt as well.

If you're just not eating because you don't enjoy it, then I wouldn't see that as a problem, but the binging, and feeling guilty after binging, and therefore making yourself throw up, is a problem.

Try eating smaller meals throughout the day and if that doesn't work, then go and see someone about it.