thinking digimon are real?

[Hundred Spirited God]

it started happening when i saw the digimon shows,and its kind of like i have a crush on gatomon (dont ask why)i think the digital world is real but since its not real like"physicly" then i think about suicide most of the time,i know this make me sound crazy,but if anyone could reply that would be nice :(

[HunterSteele]

I don't understand. You said in your post that "its not real", so how exactly do you feel it's real?

[Hundred Spirited God]

well i mean "real as you can have as a pet"and i end up thinking god cant fix the problem