I need to cut

[Megson]

This morning, I ruined TWO pairs of jeans. TWO FUCKING PAIRS IN ONE MORNING. With my fat ass. I ripped the back thigh on one and the zipper broke on the other. And they're my only jeans I own. So now I'm going to school today with a pair of jeans that I can't even zip up.

God, it was so freaking hard to not just slice my arms up after that. The ONLY reason I didn't is because my family would have definintely noticed the cuts, so I'm waiting until I can cut at school. Punish myself for this. Because a fatass like me deserves that pain.

[AkuRokuStalker]

Your not fat you are beautiful person who was made with care do not harm yourself for this

[AtomiicFrogz]

I know you'll probably delete this reply... but oh well. I used to cut ALOT. Like every day. And i could be nice. But im gonna be truthful. So im sorry in advance. But are jeans really something to freak out over? And if they dont fit, maybe they are just old and small and you need new ones. I know you just want attention. Because i did. But you dont have to cut. I mean this in the nicest way possible.

[Mortal Coil]

Hey, I know how this feels. Some people might think that something like jeans is insignificant but I do understand how much it hurts when you go down that road of thinking.
You do not deserve the harm to your body that cutting will bring. You may have gained weight but this is not your body doing something "bad" that it needs to be punished for. You are stronger than this. Please don't cut. Please. If you need support then I'm here for you :hug:

[unusedaccount]

This morning, I ruined TWO pairs of jeans. TWO FUCKING PAIRS IN ONE MORNING. With my fat ass. I ripped the back thigh on one and the zipper broke on the other. And they're my only jeans I own. So now I'm going to school today with a pair of jeans that I can't even zip up.

God, it was so freaking hard to not just slice my arms up after that. The ONLY reason I didn't is because my family would have definintely noticed the cuts, so I'm waiting until I can cut at school. Punish myself for this. Because a fatass like me deserves that pain.

Seeing things like this amaze me. There are soldiers who have fought in war to defend the United States, that have suffered irreversible cosmetic damage to their bodies who would give their all, just to look normal again; and yet, your planning in advance, when you can deface your own arms? Have some god dam respect! Don't ruin what you have, if you have issues in your life, go and see someone about them, or confide in someone you can trust. Don't cut yourself. It doesn't solve the problems your facing, all it does is make you bleed, and feel pain. Oh... and leaves scars that cost on average upwards of $7000 to repair, and a good chunk of skin in graft tissue from one of your thighs. Cutting is no different from taking anti depressants, it only numbs the pain, it doesn't solve it.