School...

[that-god-chick]

im so afraid of going back to school in 2 weeks its insane.. i just cant do it the stress, the pain, the lonelyness, the bullying, its just to much i can't go though another year of it. everyone keeps telling me its my last yr of school and i should enjoy it, but thats kinda hard when i will spend every day by myself and being made fun of, not to menction the stress of grade 12.. i just cant do it, im not gonna make it, serously considering ending it all (there is alot of other stuff going on that is making me think about this).... its just to much i though being on holidays will make it ok but its not nothings ok, i just cant do this anymore..

[MrVanity]

I know how you feel i'm terrified of being put in an advanced class because its to much stress. I just can't do it. UHHHhhhhh... my advice is.... ummmmmm...... try... and.... ummmmm survive?

In all honest i have no idea what to do either, i'm in my last year too because I'm dropping out.

I have some idea of what i'm going to do to deal maybe we can try together.

I'm going to make sure i have friends, even if i have none at school i'll text my friends outside of school or online.
I'll bring my ipod because music allways chills me out.
I'm not going to worry to much about schoolwork, i just need to get through class.
I learned how to forge my dad's signature so every once in a while i'm gonna give myself "sick days" if it gets too hard (i know its not the most ligit thing to do but it helps)

I don't know if any of these will help you but try making a list like this you will be surprised how much listing helps anxiety.

[that-god-chick]

i have to worry about school im in grade 12 and need to get good grades and a good op score to get into the uni corse i want to do.. i have no friends i sit by myself and as for outside of school are all older then me and have jobs so dont have time to talk... i got an ipod for christmas so i will be using that alot but have to make sure teachers dont see as they will take it off me till the end of the week.. as for sick days thats a no go i cant miss out on to much school or i wont be able to go for my op

[MrVanity]

See my list won't work for you. Try and think of things that will help you get through the year.

[that-god-chick]

yeah i'll give it a go.. thanks

[MrVanity]

No problem tell me how that works out.

[unusedaccount]

im so afraid of going back to school in 2 weeks its insane.. i just cant do it the stress, the pain, the lonelyness, the bullying, its just to much i can't go though another year of it. everyone keeps telling me its my last yr of school and i should enjoy it, but thats kinda hard when i will spend every day by myself and being made fun of, not to menction the stress of grade 12.. i just cant do it, im not gonna make it, serously considering ending it all (there is alot of other stuff going on that is making me think about this).... its just to much i though being on holidays will make it ok but its not nothings ok, i just cant do this anymore..

Be strong. :) You can do it, and you can make it! Stop telling yourself you can't. Speak to someone you can trust about the issues your facing and try to get some help and support.

[that-god-chick]

Be strong. :) You can do it, and you can make it! Stop telling yourself you can't. Speak to someone you can trust about the issues your facing and try to get some help and support.

i dont trust anyone, i have in the past and i always end up hurt so i just don't trust anyone anymore its easier that way, i cant tell anyone because no one understand

[unusedaccount]

i dont trust anyone, i have in the past and i always end up hurt so i just don't trust anyone anymore its easier that way, i cant tell anyone because no one understand

I understand, but just because you've been hurt by the ones you trust in the past, doesn't mean the ones you 'could' trust in the future will act in the same way. Humans are like football teams, sometimes they shock and disappoint you, but sometimes they do well, and you become proud of them. Try to find someone you think you can trust, and talk to them, you don't need to offload and let everything out to them straight away, but find someone that seems nice, and make friends with them, then when your ready, confide in them and talk about your issues. :yes:

[that-god-chick]

thanks i will try and find someone but dont know how well it will go but thanks for the advice