Every day is sluggish, boring, lonely, and pointless.

[Armor_King]

Most of my time last year was spent at a computer. When I sleep is the only time I feel happy. I do not care for myself. I only take showers when I'm told to, I have to set reminders to eat. I really don't like myself or my life and I don't care about any of it. There is no such thing as real importance since I don't feel worthy to be cared about. I would say that my family cares more about me than myself. And the only reason is because of instinct. I always wish I wasn't born as me. I can look outside and see people who aren't fat and sluggish. I can look on facebook and see people with friends. I can look back and see that everyone was much better than me. And the people who might have been worse before, are better than me today. I remember being a spoiled brat loser when I was little. I still feel like I haven't changed. Ever since 6th grade it feels like all my "friends" just pitied me. OR maybe they ignored me. They were better people for sure. Making a loser like me feel ike I belonged with them. In 9th grade I even hung out with semi popular kids. But the thing is they didn't like me. They never invited me to do anything. They would sometimes give me bad looks. When I left school without even telling them they never ever asked me where I went over facebook or text or anything. I am a pitiful loser in every way. What is the point? I literally spent a whole year without any friends, any fun, and I can't do anything at all. There is no redeeming qualities to me. I am a loser for life. I have always been a loser. And now I will go on being a loser forever. You won't even respond to this thread I bet. You'll read it and say that I'm a lost cause. There really is no point in responding. You won't change that fact that I am the weakest, saddest, ugliest, dumbest, laziest, loser you will ever see.

[Lost in the Echo]

No, you just have to try to better yourself. If you're a loser, then try to do better in life. Take control of your life, and think of ways you can improve it.
I used to feel the way you did, but at one point, I just decided I was going to take control of my life, and try to better myself. Sitting around, being depressed and feeling sorry for yourself won't do any good. Also, stop paying so much attention to the people around you. Stop saying they're "better" than you. Just focus on you, and concentrate on improving your life. Nobody is gonna do it for you.

I don't think you're a lost cause at all dude. I think you just have to motivate yourself, take control of your life, and do some good for yourself. That's what I did, and as a result, i'm now happy with myself, and happy with my life.

You do have control over your life. Make a positive difference in your life. You can do it.

[unusedaccount]

Most of my time last year was spent at a computer. When I sleep is the only time I feel happy. I do not care for myself. I only take showers when I'm told to, I have to set reminders to eat. I really don't like myself or my life and I don't care about any of it. There is no such thing as real importance since I don't feel worthy to be cared about. I would say that my family cares more about me than myself. And the only reason is because of instinct. I always wish I wasn't born as me. I can look outside and see people who aren't fat and sluggish. I can look on facebook and see people with friends. I can look back and see that everyone was much better than me. And the people who might have been worse before, are better than me today. I remember being a spoiled brat loser when I was little. I still feel like I haven't changed. Ever since 6th grade it feels like all my "friends" just pitied me. OR maybe they ignored me. They were better people for sure. Making a loser like me feel ike I belonged with them. In 9th grade I even hung out with semi popular kids. But the thing is they didn't like me. They never invited me to do anything. They would sometimes give me bad looks. When I left school without even telling them they never ever asked me where I went over facebook or text or anything. I am a pitiful loser in every way. What is the point? I literally spent a whole year without any friends, any fun, and I can't do anything at all. There is no redeeming qualities to me. I am a loser for life. I have always been a loser. And now I will go on being a loser forever. You won't even respond to this thread I bet. You'll read it and say that I'm a lost cause. There really is no point in responding. You won't change that fact that I am the weakest, saddest, ugliest, dumbest, laziest, loser you will ever see.

Give your life a purpose, find something you are interested in or good at and pursue it. Look after yourself mentally and physically, get off your a**, and explore the world around you. You'll regret it if you don't, when your on the wrong side of 40 and you realize you've wasted your life.

[Perfect_Insanity]

I know what you mean. I haven't been happy for a while. I usually hide in my room all day. (I take online classes)
Whenever I get too sad, I usually take a walk. I know, cliche answer. But it makes me feel free. like I can do whatever I want, and no one can stop me. I try to look for new things to do everyday.
If I can't do that (Usually because my mom is a total b****) I talk to my 'friends' in my head. Yeah, kinda insane, but at least I stop feeling totally alone.
Hope this helps a little.