ShatteredWings
October 24th, 2007, 07:08 AM
Yea, so like, over the summer, i was a wreck and coudnt take anything. I cryed alot, i had rememberd represed abuse...started panicing. not fun summer.felt like that allllllllll summer and was on the computer alot. i also didnt eat. em, yea. i know(did wonders for my body)
I had also started biteing myself. hard.
Last month(september) i became very bad...panic a couple times a week, tryed to run away, suisidal......yea, i was bad. i never told an adult(i do NOT recomend that)...and to top it off, i was doing 'poorly'(if B's are poor) in school. Start of the year and not getting tests in, bad idea.
Now, i'm doing alot better. Yes, i have felt suisidal. but ive since promiced i'd never do it. NEVER..i haven bitten myself all month. I've started doing extra work so to catch up(damn, i have 2 papers due soon, lol) and been getting 90-100's on that work XD. It's possiable to feel better. even w/out help. i think just talking to my friends about this may have helped me get through.
I had also started biteing myself. hard.
Last month(september) i became very bad...panic a couple times a week, tryed to run away, suisidal......yea, i was bad. i never told an adult(i do NOT recomend that)...and to top it off, i was doing 'poorly'(if B's are poor) in school. Start of the year and not getting tests in, bad idea.
Now, i'm doing alot better. Yes, i have felt suisidal. but ive since promiced i'd never do it. NEVER..i haven bitten myself all month. I've started doing extra work so to catch up(damn, i have 2 papers due soon, lol) and been getting 90-100's on that work XD. It's possiable to feel better. even w/out help. i think just talking to my friends about this may have helped me get through.