Been a while

[IcarusLives]

My girlfriend cheated on me so I broke up. The same exact friends who said they'd be there for me don't seem to give a shit. I never look for sympathy so I don't bring it up but they've never once asked me about it or how I'm doing or made an effort of cheering me up ever. So I'm sort of stuck lonely without anyone, and without anyone who cares.

Pretty bad feeling, I don't even know what to say. I see all my friends getting the whole "Omg hey how are you doing?!" thing around me from girls meanwhile I'm sort of just sitting there and not a single one says hi. Phenomenal.

It's been less than a week, I don't expect much shit to change but at least recognizing that I'm more a part of the room than the chair I'm sitting on would be great..

Being in University I'm stressed out enough as it is and all of this only adds to it. It's like literally no one gives a shit about me. I've had one girlfriend in my life and look how that ended. Yet again phenomenal.

I'm the kind of person who looks back on this shit and laughs at how fucking amazingly unfortunate I am and how terrible of luck I have but this time I can't even do that so fuck it.

Pretty much just a vent for the world to see, always feel better when this shit's off my chest.

Thanks for reading sort of sorry for wasting your time.

[Mortal Coil]

Hey, you didn't waste my time at all. You're in a really bad place right now and needing support is something human.

I'm glad that you ended the relationship with your girlfriend; you did the right thing. It shows that you are a secure enough individual to do what's best for you emotionally instead of worrying about whether or not they are there.
And that means that you can get through this. Because just through that you have shown that you're strong, sensible and willing to stand up for yourself.

It hurt you and I recognize that. But you have so much good in you and it seems that you're the only one who can't see it. Things will get better for you.

[TheSocialInspector]

Hey, life's a real bitch.

So be an even bigger one (:

Nah, on a serious note, I'm glad that your rant is expressed with a lot of emotional value, yet being direct in its tone. It kind of brings in a weird sense of comfort.

[IcarusLives]

Hey, you didn't waste my time at all. You're in a really bad place right now and needing support is something human.

I'm glad that you ended the relationship with your girlfriend; you did the right thing. It shows that you are a secure enough individual to do what's best for you emotionally instead of worrying about whether or not they are there.
And that means that you can get through this. Because just through that you have shown that you're strong, sensible and willing to stand up for yourself.

It hurt you and I recognize that. But you have so much good in you and it seems that you're the only one who can't see it. Things will get better for you.

How long does it take for things to get better typically, because willpower and resiliency aren't really my strong suits at the moment..

I guess some background info is in order, I'm not just depressed because of this situation, in conjunction with a ton of other shit that's happened throughout my life I've also been diagnosed with depression and on Prozac for the past couple years. Even so having all this happen just brings it all up and makes me feel completely worthless.

[Mortal Coil]

How long does it take for things to get better typically, because willpower and resiliency aren't really my strong suits at the moment..

I guess some background info is in order, I'm not just depressed because of this situation, in conjunction with a ton of other shit that's happened throughout my life I've also been diagnosed with depression and on Prozac for the past couple years. Even so having all this happen just brings it all up and makes me feel completely worthless.

Have you asked your doctor to either change up the drug or the dose? If this is triggering a relapse then you need to fight back.

[IcarusLives]

It's not triggering a full blown relapse, just making me seriously depressed, but not to the extent as when I was at my lowest.