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Rolling Thunder99
January 11th, 2013, 10:12 PM
My life sucks, I am not fat or dumb, I am in reality very strong and athletic and in honor classes. But to my point, my life sucks my friends are really never the people you can fall back on in times of hard. I have no GF or someone on a deep emotional figure to attach to to kind of forget in the moment you could say. I have a loaded .22 next to me ready to fire. I am writing a suicide note right now. I am looking for a way out because I am a Christian and know i would be going to Hell but, I don't know. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

CameronG
January 11th, 2013, 10:20 PM
I am in about the same life situation as you, but I would not consider suicide. I have overdosed a couple times and it is nothing but fun. I don't think you should kill yourself. You should talk to the counselor or something. I got reported to the counselor and had to talk to her, but I think it would make you feel better if you willing went and talked to someone. That's just my opinion. Just don't kill yourself.

tundravortex
January 11th, 2013, 10:22 PM
i cant stop ya but try getting out and hangout somewhere like the mall you could find plenty of people who could be friends with or you might be lucky and get a gf but its your choice end it all now or try to keep going on

Irishperson15
January 12th, 2013, 06:07 PM
Don't do that man! Go and do your athletics, go and be smart, go and make new friends and you WILL find someone who appreciates and loves you as a friend for who you are! We only get one single chance at life, be proud of yourself, and who you are, and do what you do best and enjoy life!

wyatt
January 13th, 2013, 09:12 AM
I never did any athletics or anything, and I had reasons for my major depression. I wanted to die everyday..... I still do sometimes, I had basically no friends either. What you have to do is find out what triggers those feelings. In other words is it a certain event or memory, or does it just happen without a clear reason. Once you figure out the problem you can fix it. It will be hard you just need a will to do it. I got lucky enough to find a friend that could help me through it. Not all of the people you will meet will be so unable to attach to. There actually is hope, and suicide is NOT the answer. I really hope that I can stop you, or maybe someone else can. It is just important that you stay on this earth. You are important and don't even let anyone think otherwise!!! Also not to be stereotypical, but most 'athletic' people I have found to be VERY shallow/careless. You should immerse yourself with a new group or people.

I really hope that you don't do it and that I'm not too late. Please think about the hope, even if you can't remember what it feels like.

-Wyatt

Texas warrior
January 14th, 2013, 12:36 PM
DON'T DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get your parents to put you in a Christian youth group. Life will get better, but only if you make it better.

unusedaccount
January 15th, 2013, 04:43 PM
My life sucks, I am not fat or dumb, I am in reality very strong and athletic and in honor classes. But to my point, my life sucks my friends are really never the people you can fall back on in times of hard. I have no GF or someone on a deep emotional figure to attach to to kind of forget in the moment you could say. I have a loaded .22 next to me ready to fire. I am writing a suicide note right now. I am looking for a way out because I am a Christian and know i would be going to Hell but, I don't know. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

Suicide is selfish, and it isn't about 'you'. Think of the people you'll be leaving behind. Get some professional help, or confide in a close friend you can trust. Suicide is NEVER the answer and ALWAYS will be a selfish, cowards way out. Think of the thousands of children each year that die of disease, or are involved in fatal accidents... Life is a precious thing, don't waste it.

jayyy-lmao
January 19th, 2013, 04:20 AM
Dude, you are a rare combination. Smart, strong and sporty. Any girl would love to go out with you. Im sure i would. The world would lose an angel if you killed yourself.

Cece14
January 25th, 2013, 03:09 PM
Don't trust me its not worth it!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't!!!!!!! Do you really want to go to hell like you said!!!!! I'm Christian too so don't PLEASE!!!!!!!

Wrestler0821
January 25th, 2013, 04:03 PM
Don't choose a long term (permanent in this case) solution for a short term problem.

CBS_Dude
February 2nd, 2013, 03:30 AM
Seriously Suicide is not worth it

jayyy-lmao
February 2nd, 2013, 04:26 AM
Go talk to a school counsellor. A teacher. Your parents. Dont just bottle these feelings. Let them out.