Pissed!

[AkuRokuStalker]

The reason Im not at school right now is because the principle found out about my cutting and have deemed me unaceptable to come to school untill I see my counselar. I had completly stopped cutting until this boy I had feel head over heels for dumped me. I was checked out yesterday after i had my very first panic attack when I got to close to him, then I found out he is gonna ask out the only friend I actualy like. When I got home I took a nap and then i txt him and then around ten or so he called. My grandmaw would only let us talk for five minutes. I'm just so....EEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

I've decided Ima give up on having friends cause all they do is lecture and tell. Ima be a loner from now on

[Jupiter]

Well, I'm sorry that you were told that you weren't allowed to go to school, and that's really upsetting to hear about your situation. However, you can bet that someone else is going to come along and things are going to get better.

That's not really true, that last part. I have plenty of friends that keep secrets. You have to find the right person, it just takes some time, unfortunately, like most things in life. I wish it could be easier. If you need someone to talk to, you can pm me.

[IVIodern]

Sorry for hearing about your troubles. A principle shouldn't have the power to do such things.


I've decided Ima give up on having friends cause all they do is lecture and tell. Ima be a loner from now on

Please, don't go down that way. I am already down their and its too hard to get out of.

[AkuRokuStalker]

the thing is my high school has less than 200 people therefore not a very large group to pick out of

[Wustenfuchs]

We humans are impulsive by nature. Life (and I'm not talking in a religious sense here) puts obstacles in front of us, obstacles that we need to pass over. You need to adapt to what life puts in front of you, with self-control.

You'd probably think that this is just another 'Oh, but why do you do it?' reply, but it isn't. Why do you even cut yourself? Does it really make you feel better? Being removed from society, because you are deemed dangerous and could influence others to do like you; do you really want to even be labelled like that?
A dangerous element?

When you are stressed you resort to cutting yourself because you have no alternative to 'vent out' all that depression that you have accumulated within you. Put a glass bottle full of water in the freezer, and you'll see that it'll explode.

Same thing with us humans, if we don't 'talk' about our problems with others, these problems will utterly, and undeniably corrupt our own will.

My advice?
Find something to do. A sport, a sport that can exhaust you when you get back home. You'll just need to trust me on this one. I never cut myself, I contemplated suicide, and I almost did it, if it wasn't for pure luck, or providence.

Your mind will be so exhausted that it'll not even have time to think about. You'll just hit the pillow, tired.

[stev]

But real friends will always be there. Giving up on friends would be like giving up on air.... You need to have friends for those hard time that you will face in life.