is what i am feeling love?

[ackmedsgirl666]

all feelings of my ex boyfriend are past....and i mean gone
i no longer give two shits about him... well i would if he hurt himself but i dont care as in physically or sexually... you know what i mean....

anyways my current boyfriend.. we will have been together for 1 year as of the 13th of this month... and this is the longest relationship i have had..
i told myself about my ex i would be with him forever.. but did i mean it? NO because when i say it now to my current boyfriend and then then think of me saying it to my ex.. two different meanings... it feels like a whole different dimension... i love my current.. hes everything to me... if he didnt love me he would have left me months ago when i first fucked up.. he would have left me the first time he found out i was cheating.... but no he didnt he stuck around and here we are still together.. i wanna marry him... make babys
live my life happily with him.. i wanna be with him forever
when i am around him i get tingles
when i look at him my heart drops
i feel like i can tell him everything
i trust him with my life... i cant go a day without him
when he goes away i cry
we share alot in common like music... food.. hobbies

i dont think me or any of my exes had alot in common either they or I would fake things pretending to like them
i can be myself around him... if i pass gas he laughs(lol)
if i get moody and snap at him he doesnt get in my face about it
when we make love........ it feels amazing...... like no other world and i have made love to my ex but it doesnt feel as good as how mike gives it to me..... because when we make love we look in eachothers eyes and passionately kiss and say I love you... and when were done we cuddle and share stories with one another.

am i going insane or is this how love actually feels because if this really is true love it feels completely different from all the other exes..

[pokofish]

yes u r

[brianabyington]

I agree yes you are in love!!

[ackmedsgirl666]

ok thanks guys
thanks so much... has anybody ever felt this way about anybody before though?

[unnamed94]

it seems you are in love with your current boyfriend and it seems you both are happy about where your relationship is. on the other hand, feeling like that for this boyfriend doesn't necessarily mean you weren't in love with your ex. i know a lot of people that were in love with their girlfriends and thought they were going to be together for a long time and when they suddenly break up and end up in a new relationship, they tend to think its much better now than with their ex, that they weren't truly in love before, etc.

to answer to your other question, i have felt like it before and its the best feeling ever. theres no easy way to describe how great it is.

[Jupiter]

i mean, only you can decide whether or not you are in love. however, love can be lost and it could have been gone, like what the poster above said.

[DarkHorse4eva]

You really love him and do really feel that way

I feel the same when I'm with my boyfriend