Although we're apart, you're still in my heart.

[HeartCoreHannah]

If any of you have read my prior posts in the grief section, you know two years ago, my best friend died. His name was Andrew and I was madly in love with him. I may of only been 15, but I believe if he were still alive today, we would be together. Anyways, I'm missing him terribly, at the moment. Every now and then I have something to tell him, go to text him, and I realize he isn't there. It's kinda like losing him all over again. Everyone says it gets easier as time goes on, but I really don't think that is true. At least, not for me. When my mom told me he died, it felt like I was hit in the chest with a hammer; I couldn't breathe, couldn't talk, couldn't do anything. I just collapsed and wanted to die with him.
The longer someone is gone, the more you miss them, right? I can still, to this day, hear/see him saying "Shut your mouth, banana!" and laughing after. It's something I will NEVER EVER let myself forget.

The first day I ever met him, we were in middle school. He had just transferred, and we were in 8th grade. He was so mean to me, that I actually cried. I never believed we would soon become best friends. We had the first 5 periods together, he rode my bus, and lived down the road from me. He was at my house every day. We were literally so close, he would actually come hangout with my mom when I wasn't home.

I just don't understand how someone who is 15 can be killed. Yeah, I know we aren't promised life forever, but to die at 15? How is that okay? I will never understand, I guess.

Anyways, sorry for ranting. Just miss Andrew a whole bunch right now and had to talk about him.

[Fiction]

It's understandable to miss him, he was your best friend and that's difficult to get over.

Have you seen any bereavement counsellors? They might be able to help you deal with his death.

[Irishperson15]

I am really really sorry for your loss. I have a best friend and he means the world to me and I trust him with my life. I'm not usually an emotional guy, but my eyes watered reading your story and I can only imagine the pain you felt, which I hope I will never feel. Sorry you had to go through that

[HeartCoreHannah]

It's understandable to miss him, he was your best friend and that's difficult to get over.

Have you seen any bereavement counsellors? They might be able to help you deal with his death.

Yes, I went to a women for about six months after his death. It didn't help much, though.

I am really really sorry for your loss. I have a best friend and he means the world to me and I trust him with my life. I'm not usually an emotional guy, but my eyes watered reading your story and I can only imagine the pain you felt, which I hope I will never feel. Sorry you had to go through that

Awh, thank you. I'm glad you still have your best friend. Cherish every moment you have with him. <3

[Irishperson15]

Yes, I went to a women for about six months after his death. It didn't help much, though.



Awh, thank you. I'm glad you still have your best friend. Cherish every moment you have with him. <3

Yes I do :) but sometimes I feel bad though when I get annoyed at him for no reason or whatever. I am too lucky

[HeartCoreHannah]

Yes I do :) but sometimes I feel bad though when I get annoyed at him for no reason or whatever. I am too lucky

Don't feel bad, everyone gets mad at their best friend. Just don't stay mad for long.

[FizZ]

If any of you have read my prior posts in the grief section, you know two years ago, my best friend died. His name was Andrew and I was madly in love with him. I may of only been 15, but I believe if he were still alive today, we would be together. Anyways, I'm missing him terribly, at the moment. Every now and then I have something to tell him, go to text him, and I realize he isn't there. It's kinda like losing him all over again. Everyone says it gets easier as time goes on, but I really don't think that is true. At least, not for me. When my mom told me he died, it felt like I was hit in the chest with a hammer; I couldn't breathe, couldn't talk, couldn't do anything. I just collapsed and wanted to die with him.
The longer someone is gone, the more you miss them, right? I can still, to this day, hear/see him saying "Shut your mouth, banana!" and laughing after. It's something I will NEVER EVER let myself forget.

The first day I ever met him, we were in middle school. He had just transferred, and we were in 8th grade. He was so mean to me, that I actually cried. I never believed we would soon become best friends. We had the first 5 periods together, he rode my bus, and lived down the road from me. He was at my house every day. We were literally so close, he would actually come hangout with my mom when I wasn't home.

I just don't understand how someone who is 15 can be killed. Yeah, I know we aren't promised life forever, but to die at 15? How is that okay? I will never understand, I guess.

Anyways, sorry for ranting. Just miss Andrew a whole bunch right now and had to talk about him.

why did he die?

[HeartCoreHannah]

why did he die?

Why? Well I don't know. But if you're asking how, he was on a motorcycle, going faster, hit a rock, and it sent him flying. When he hit, it broke his helmet and smashed his skull. He died on impact.

[FizZ]

Why? Well I don't know. But if you're asking how, he was on a motorcycle, going faster, hit a rock, and it sent him flying. When he hit, it broke his helmet and smashed his skull. He died on impact.

im sorry.. :(

[HeartCoreHannah]

im sorry.. :(

It's okay. :)

[FizZ]

It's okay. :)

when it happen?

[HeartCoreHannah]

when it happen?

July 9th, 2010

[FizZ]

July 9th, 2010

why.did you love him?

[jayyy-lmao]

I know how hard it is. My friend has canceer, she has only 2 years to live.
It's gonna be hard when she's gone, knowing that she was going to die.
But you have to stay strong. I'm sorry for your loss.

[HeartCoreHannah]

why.did you love him?

He was just a wonderful person.

I know how hard it is. My friend has canceer, she has only 2 years to live.
It's gonna be hard when she's gone, knowing that she was going to die.
But you have to stay strong. I'm sorry for your loss.

I'm very sorry to hear that. :l maybe in the next two years, they will have found a cure for cancer. You just can't lose hope. Spend time with her and let her know you care.
I wish the best for you and your friend. Stay strong. <3

[Synyster Shadows]

I'm sorry about your loss.

[HeartCoreHannah]

I'm sorry about your loss.
Thank you.