Social Media.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Nearly 9 weeks since I've last cut and it's getting more and more difficult not to give in again. Especially with what I saw today. #cutforbieber. Trending on Twitter. I mean seriously? The worse thing is that some people have actually been cutting over the fact that Justin Bieber was caught smoking a joint. Seriously? I don't like the guy but give him a break. When people are doing sucking shit like that to get attention from a pop star, when there are people who seriously suffer from sh. It makes my blood boil.

It's bad enough them doing because of some pop star but then taking photos and posting them onto Twitter saying "omg it really hurt but you broken heart because jb smoked a joint". It's because of people like that, that give people like us a bad name.

It winds me up. How am I supposed to feel good about myself for stopping for 9 weeks when there's idiots out there doing stuff like that?!

Urgh.

Sorry rant over...

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Nearly 9 weeks since I've last cut and it's getting more and more difficult not to give in again. Especially with what I saw today. #cutforbieber. Trending on Twitter. I mean seriously? The worse thing is that some people have actually been cutting over the fact that Justin Bieber was caught smoking a joint. Seriously? I don't like the guy but give him a break. When people are doing sucking shit like that to get attention from a pop star, when there are people who seriously suffer from sh. It makes my blood boil.

It's bad enough them doing because of some pop star but then taking photos and posting them onto Twitter saying "omg it really hurt but you broken heart because jb smoked a joint". It's because of people like that, that give people like us a bad name.

It winds me up. How am I supposed to feel good about myself for stopping for 9 weeks when there's idiots out there doing stuff like that?!

Urgh.

Sorry rant over...

Dont let it bug you, I saw pics of some of the stuff on Twitter on a social new site, the pics Ive seen on Google images millions of times. They are all a hoax and yeah it pisses me off to high end too.

[ackmedsgirl666]

its social media
you just gotta try and ignore it
its not easy to see stuff like that portrayed on the internet i think its sick really
just keep your head strong. you know it doesnt involve you but even though it can be triggering for some people... theyve just gotta try their best to ignore it...
anything you see online or on tv shut it out and try not to think about it

[Mortal Coil]

Aww, hon 9 weeks is really good :hug: I'm proud of you for not giving in yet. It really isn't worth it and even if you do relapse, remember that it is a part of recovery. This thing is absolutely stomach-turning, but shit happens and shit is going to happen that will be triggering. I'm just glad you made it through.

[LoveMe_HateMe]

Dont let it bug you, I saw pics of some of the stuff on Twitter on a social new site, the pics Ive seen on Google images millions of times. They are all a hoax and yeah it pisses me off to high end too.

The picks that I saw earlier. They are from fucking Google. That just makes it worse. I hate people :(

its social media
you just gotta try and ignore it
its not easy to see stuff like that portrayed on the internet i think its sick really
just keep your head strong. you know it doesnt involve you but even though it can be triggering for some people... theyve just gotta try their best to ignore it...
anything you see online or on tv shut it out and try not to think about it

I know it's just the internet, and normally I can at least kind of ignore it but with how my minds been lately, its triggered be really bad. I don't want to be doing it a week into the new year. I'd be getting so many people down but I'm not sure I can ignore it :what:

Aww, hon 9 weeks is really good :hug: I'm proud of you for not giving in yet. It really isn't worth it and even if you do relapse, remember that it is a part of recovery. This thing is absolutely stomach-turning, but shit happens and shit is going to happen that will be triggering. I'm just glad you made it through.

Thank you lovely, it's been difficult. Is really difficult... I know relapsing is part of the recovery but I'm sick of relapsing. I'm getting tired of falling over and over again. My life's just going downhill and soon... I'm scared that I won't have enough strength to get back up again.

[ackmedsgirl666]

awe. im really sorry to hear how your feeling :(
but continue to be strong you will be ok

[LoveMe_HateMe]

awe. im really sorry to hear how your feeling :(
but continue to be strong you will be ok

It's fine, can't remember feeling another way, so no need to be sorry :)
Thank you, I hope so...

[Noxail]

Hey, guess what~ People on the internet have been doing shit like this for a long ass time. Don't let it effect you. These attention whores can only fuel a fire that's too big to stop anyway. All we can do is try for ourselves. You know your story. You know your motives. That's all you need. So chin up. And Stay Strong ~holli