My mom saw..

[happinessisoverrated]

Recently I've been cutting again, all over my stomach and arms. This morning I was sleeping and my mom came in to say goodbye before she went to work and my shirt had gone up a little and she pulled it down and said "Jordan.." In this really sad voice..
She's not home now, but I'm really scared about what will happen when she comes back. Last time she saw my cuts she hid all of the razors in the house and made me see all these different psychologists. I'm terrified, I don't know what's going to happen. I hate myself for letting this happen. I can't believe how careless I was.
I need help.. Can anyone relate? How did you handle the situation? How should I?
Any input would be really helpful. I'm freaking out, guys..

[lyriclover]

First of all CALM DOWN! Take a minute to breathe and relax. Play it by ear. Don't assume anything til it happens. Take initiative and get rid of your sharps yourself. Give them to a stable friend and tell them to get rid of them for you.

[AuthorX303720]

Listen its okay, she wants the best for you. I wanred to cut sometimes but my physcolgist said that this is okay because this represents a physical release of negative energy. Just sit down with your Mom and talk to her. About your feelings and say what you need for help. Do you want to go to a doctor or a physcolgist? Has there been a traumatic event recently? Whatever you do, DON'T FREAK OUT. If you go to someone it is fine, I an related I was afraid at first but now no, I am out in the clearing. If you need any help, what soever come to me. We can go through this together :) -Sid