lonelyheart
January 7th, 2013, 03:21 PM
Lately I find myself feeling like I'm all alone, like there's no one who's there for me, no one who truely understands what I'm going through.
It's not like I have no friends, but even though I know they're my friends, I still have this feeling like they don't really care about what goes on im my life, how I feel. It's not like I just sit there with a depressed lood on my face and expect them to know everything I'm going through but I've already told some of them exacly what I feel and why and it's like I never even mentiond it.
With each day passing, I find myself listening to even depressier songs, thinking about it more and more than all, crying. Lately I'm crying atleast twice a week.
I just had to tell someone and maybe if my friends don't understand that, than atleast one of you will. I truely don't know what to do with myself.
It's not like I have no friends, but even though I know they're my friends, I still have this feeling like they don't really care about what goes on im my life, how I feel. It's not like I just sit there with a depressed lood on my face and expect them to know everything I'm going through but I've already told some of them exacly what I feel and why and it's like I never even mentiond it.
With each day passing, I find myself listening to even depressier songs, thinking about it more and more than all, crying. Lately I'm crying atleast twice a week.
I just had to tell someone and maybe if my friends don't understand that, than atleast one of you will. I truely don't know what to do with myself.