Guilty

[jockeyboy97]

I've been putting this off, but I can't erase it from my mind. I feel guilty because my two male cousins who are brothers stood at my house visiting for a week. Well my older cousin who is 15 like me stood in my room and my younger cousin slept in my brothers room. Ok me and my cousin experimented every night, we have done this before. Well my younger cousin who is 13 caught us and fooling around and wanted to experiment with us. He did twice and I was so horny and caught up in it I said ok. He was ok with it enjoyed it and wanted to play with us every night after my brother was asleep. I said no more. But I felt so guilty and scared. My older cousin told me its cool because he's experimented with his brother. I'm confused and feel I participated in something bad. Help me, I can't erase it from my mind.

[ReginaGeorge]

It's totally normal to experiment. While it's not ideal with family members, there's no real consequences. It was all consensual, so everyone wanted and agreed to it of their own free will. While you guys are young, you haven't done anything wrong. You felt a little bit under pressure when you got caught, it's still okay, as long as you were okay with him being there. You might think he's a kid, but you are one too. I can't emphasize this enough: It's okay, you're okay. If you are uncomfortable, just make sure you tell them that you don't want it to happen again, but don't regret what happened. It's a waste of energy to regret something not worth regretting.

[jockeyboy97]

Thank you fr you nice words.

[Sean4U]

It's totally normal to experiment. While it's not ideal with family members, there's no real consequences. It was all consensual, so everyone wanted and agreed to it of their own free will. While you guys are young, you haven't done anything wrong. You felt a little bit under pressure when you got caught, it's still okay, as long as you were okay with him being there. You might think he's a kid, but you are one too. I can't emphasize this enough: It's okay, you're okay. If you are uncomfortable, just make sure you tell them that you don't want it to happen again, but don't regret what happened. It's a waste of energy to regret something not worth regretting.

Jess has said it perfectly well, don't waste the energy in regret....you're cousin already played with his brother so he probably knew that he might want to join the two of you..you guys are all in teh same age range....all obviously hormonal :P and enjoyed it while you were playing together....I have played with all my brothers...my older brother and twin brothers a yea and a half younger....it's pretty normal FOR US.....maybe not everyone....but not sure how old your brother is, but there may come a time he catches you or you him and will have to at least talk about it....don't stress .... you'll be fine

[jockeyboy97]

Hey thank you guys. Honestly you have made me feel better and I dont feel so low and guilty. :D

[Jaybaby]

It's totally normal to experiment. While it's not ideal with family members, there's no real consequences. It was all consensual, so everyone wanted and agreed to it of their own free will. While you guys are young, you haven't done anything wrong. You felt a little bit under pressure when you got caught, it's still okay, as long as you were okay with him being there. You might think he's a kid, but you are one too. I can't emphasize this enough: It's okay, you're okay. If you are uncomfortable, just make sure you tell them that you don't want it to happen again, but don't regret what happened. It's a waste of energy to regret something not worth regretting.

110% agree!!

There is nothing to feel guilty about. It's normal and what happened was normal. If you feel uncomfy just let them know but if not then enjoy the experimenting.

[Matt_is_Awesome]

bro i think your ok. experimenting is normal. Your just caught up in hormones so nothing wrong with that. They all agreed with you so you did nothing bad or wrong

[nick]

I'm not going to argue over the rights and wrongs of it, but if you repeat a pattern of behaviour it's no longer an experiment. You might experiment to find out what you like or enjoy, seems to me that you have gone beyond that stage, so you you are not experimenting, you are enjoying boy-on-boy sexual activity. You might as well be honest about it.