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xXoblivionXx
January 6th, 2013, 12:37 AM
I know sounds a bit crazy. The thing is in 1/2 an hour I will be at Day 100. But I don't want to be. It sounds crazy if I could I would give 10 people each 10 days of being SH free. They probably deserve it more than I do. I deserve to be at 0. I just hate myself. I just feel so freaking sad :( I don't want to do this anymore.

Jupiter
January 6th, 2013, 12:39 AM
this is not true at all. you earned it, babe. you earned every second of it. listen to me, it's hard, but you CAN'T give someone 10 days, it's just how it is. you have to think, is it really worth it? i mean.. why would you be at day 0 if all those days are just gonna go to waste. you can be inspiration for someone!

Lost in the Echo
January 6th, 2013, 01:08 PM
No, you do deserve it. 100 days is no small feat, if you get there, then you've earned it.
Just keep it up, eventually it will get easier. :)

Also, if you're having a tough time, everyone on VT is here for you if you need to talk about anything, or just vent.
I wish you the best of luck. Stay strong.