depressed over this

[ackmedsgirl666]

so basically i made a youtube channel to be apart of the asmr community
and well i decided i would add my ex. since he wouldnt recognize the profile
no i didnt talk to him as there are guidelines i need to follow for another 2 years
and then i find this on his profile....
http://i47.tinypic.com/wipr8z.jpg

and then i think wow
thats the guy i wanted to be with for the rest of my life
and now hes blaming everything that happened to him on me
him going to jail.. my fault... him being a pedophile my fault
i just cant believe it.. i mean yes im finally over him but i still have a soft spot
but like how could somebody go and call me these names and blame everything on me... only a month aGo i saw him and we told eachother how much we loved eachother and that we were gonna try and fix things when his probation was done... and when the restraining order was done...

i am so hurt.. i feel like a dirty piece of white trash toilet paper that somebody used to whipe the shit away... i am broken and hurt:(
someone please help me.....

[Lost in the Echo]

Don't listen to what he says, he sounds like a fucking asshole.
He just blames shit on you because it makes him feel better. He doesn't want to face the reality that the shit that happened to him is his fault, so he blames it on others.

He sounds like a low-life. Like I said, don't pay any attention to his bullshit.
From what i've seen from you on VT, you seem like you're a really good person, with a good heart.
Don't let assholes like him bring you down.

[ackmedsgirl666]

Don't listen to what he says, he sounds like a fucking asshole.
He just blames shit on you because it makes him feel better. He doesn't want to face the reality that the shit that happened to him is his fault, so he blames it on others.

He sounds like a low-life. Like I said, don't pay any attention to his bullshit.
From what i've seen from you on VT, you seem like you're a really good person, with a good heart.
Don't let assholes like him bring you down.

thanks man..... i figured you would have seen this and responded
you have a good heart to man by helping me out alot
well idk if you have seen the new signature i made... anyways its about him
i was his little toy.. a puppet on a string and he made me hurt bad...
im still hurting... he kept using me and i was using him... in the beginning me and this guys(his names not gee rider) thats his cover name we were happy and had it all planed.. we were gonna move in together and everything.. and then i find out hes been cheating on me.... not once but hundreds of times... but i didnt dump him when i found out....i dumped him when i started recieving texts from another girl.... that he was apparently sleeping with....
the texts were actually coming from his mom. i was so heartbroken
i loved him... idk why and i guess i still do a little bit.... i wish i could sometimes have him back but i think whats the use. i gave him several more chances all of which he blew :(
oh im so sad:(:(:(
idk if i will ever heal

[AuthorX303720]

Don't worry about what the motherfucking asswipe says. He is the lowest of low if he is saying that. He is a pedophile. That is wrong. But compared to you, you are extremely normal. Look at you, you are like the rest of the world (and unique in your own way :D ). You have a better BF, you have supportive friends here on VT (I'm one!) and in real life. And people actually give a shit about what your talking about and not your looks. Trust me leave that bitch on the side of the road to die in Prison. Just Keep Calm and Carry On. -Sid

[ackmedsgirl666]

Thanks Sid :)
You right