Wanting to cut

[Imreallytryngg]

As of right now I would like nothing more than to escape into the secret world of cutting. I wish I had never started because one little slit on my wrist turned into an addiction. My addiction of three years. Im 32 days without cutting and I really don't wanna throw it away. I know it'll be bad if I cut. I know cutting is not the answer. But the desire to cut is surprisingly very strong and its hard to resist. Hope someone out there understands.

[ackmedsgirl666]

first off this belongs under cutting and self harm.
second if your doing so well and being smart why go back to that addicition
you need to take proper care of yourself..... and try and stay away from these kinds of addictions and yoi need to take better care of yourself. just be strong whatever is bothering you will get better.

[Noirtier]

As of right now I would like nothing more than to escape into the secret world of cutting. I wish I had never started because one little slit on my wrist turned into an addiction. My addiction of three years. Im 32 days without cutting and I really don't wanna throw it away. I know it'll be bad if I cut. I know cutting is not the answer. But the desire to cut is surprisingly very strong and its hard to resist. Hope someone out there understands.

I know what it's like. I struggled with self harm for a long time, and I still do really. It is an addiction, and just like any addiction we have these urges we face. You need to distract your mind from them in any way you can. Read a book, watch tv or a movie, listen to music. Get your feelings out in a healthy manner--write, draw or do art, talk to a friend, vent to us. 32 days is really great, and I believe in you and know that you can make it even further! If you slip up though, know that we're all still here to help and support you, to be there for you, to talk to you when you need it. I've relapsed before, and I can tell you, it's not worth it. The guilt, all those days down the drain, knowing that you failed. But when that happens, you just have to get back up, dust yourself off, and keep going. Aim for a higher goal the next time, even if it's hard. You're doing really well, and I'm proud of you hun. If you ever need to talk, we're here to help and support you :hug3:

[TheMatrix]

TWPR :arrow: Cutting & Self Harm
You'll get better answers there.

first off this belongs under cutting and self harm.


You're right, but please leave moderation to the moderators.

[cuttingsince2011]

A couple of years ago I picked up some scissors and tried with that. I couldn't get anything. I picked up my razor and tried that, couldn't get anything because I left the blades in the razor. All I got were little pricks you'd get when shaving. Then I turned to a pencil sharpener. My girlfriend gave me the idea, but didn't even realize it. I cut the shit out of my thighs so nobody would see. Then I got over my thighs and went to my wrist... such a good feeling. Now I don't have any blades because I threw them all away. I really regret doing that because I go through withdrawl... But oh well....