someone just kill me please

[Axw_JD]

I am feeling really awful right now... I was just reading around and, well, all the shit that's going on came to my mind... I feel so lonely... no not just feel, I AM so lonely, so tired... I spent new years on my own, crying, and it just made things worse... Theres so much more that I can't put into words right now, I just wanna be dead. This life is useless, it isn't worth living...

[Silent Sufferer]

Its always worht living please dont fo anything irreversible just take a step back and think f anything in the world that makes you hapy or smile, even the smallest thing and focus on that. What/where/who does this remind you of? They must be somebody worth fighting for! :) please keep fighting it willbe worth it in the end

[Axw_JD]

no it isn't... it doesn't matter how hard I try, all it leads to is me alone crying until I fall asleep :(

This isn't worth it...

[lyriclover]

It's people like you that are gonna change the world. You see it's flaws and are hurt by them. Channel the negative energy and turn it positive by thinking about what you can do.

"Don't listen to them when they say, you're just a fool to believe you can change the world." -Carrie Underwood

[unusedaccount]

I am feeling really awful right now... I was just reading around and, well, all the shit that's going on came to my mind... I feel so lonely... no not just feel, I AM so lonely, so tired... I spent new years on my own, crying, and it just made things worse... Theres so much more that I can't put into words right now, I just wanna be dead. This life is useless, it isn't worth living...

Your not alone, and your not a bad person. You need to seek out help, maybe speak to a school counselor, or confide in a trusted friend? Stop dealing with your issues on your own. Life isn't useless, you'll regret wasting your life when your on the wrong side of 40 and realize you've wasted the best years of your life. Life is precious, and time waits for no one.

[Axw_JD]

if I had a friend that was willing to listed to me, I am sure I wouldn't even consider killing myself, since its one of the main triggers of my depression... I really tried to be completely open and talk about everything with my best friend before he started acting the way he is right now, but he always got nervous talking about personal life issues and changed the subject, and I don't really have anyone else in my life that I am even remotely as close as with him, so I have to deal with everything on my own, which I am awfully tired of and really want out...

[stev]

if I had a friend that was willing to listed to me, I am sure I wouldn't even consider killing myself, since its one of the main triggers of my depression... I really tried to be completely open and talk about everything with my best friend before he started acting the way he is right now, but he always got nervous talking about personal life issues and changed the subject, and I don't really have anyone else in my life that I am even remotely as close as with him, so I have to deal with everything on my own, which I am awfully tired of and really want out...


So then please talk to a consular at school...Or even someone on this forum...because there is so much more to live for in life.....

[CoDy_]

You were put onto this earth for a reason! Your life is not a waste! You may feel lonely now, but I promise that will change! Keep your head up, and hopes up!

[Axw_JD]

yes, and that reason seems to be so that everyone can use and abuse me as much as they want with no ill consequences for them... little more than a fucking punching bag...

I had never wanted to be dead more than I do right now... life fucking sucks, and it just keeps getting worse, it never gets better...

I am lonely now, but it will change yeah... some other asshole will come by and pretend to be my friend then ditch me just like everyone else does... in the exact same way my so-called best friend did...

[Abyssal Echo]

I'm pretty much in the same boat I wasn't wanted by my dad and was used as a punching bag by my X step dad. I've been there and believe me you don't wanna go down the road ur thinking on taking. I'm here if you want to talk

[Axw_JD]

I'm pretty much in the same boat I wasn't wanted by my dad and was used as a punching bag by my X step dad. I've been there and believe me you don't wanna go down the road ur thinking on taking. I'm here if you want to talk

I'm sorry to hear about that... it certainly isn't the same reason that got me down, but its certainly unbearable right now... I really don't think theres anything other than suicide for me left :/

[Kriss41]

Everyone has a choice between suicide and life. Please reconsider yours!
Suicide is a perminate solution to a temporary problem. It's like burning your house down for a spider. You wouldn't really burn your house down if you saw a spider. Likewise, we're all lonely. I few friends, and for the longest time I had none. But there is a way you can make it better.
You need to talk to someone, someone that can help you, who can make you feel better. I promise, if you try, it does get better. :3